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October 18, 2015

Adrianna's perspective

I woke up to the greatest news a college student  would ever want to hear.. My mum and I have no work today! I took it upon myself to sleep in later and then start what my therapist told me months ago to do.. Create a blog.

This was probably the most pathetic and the oddest thing I'd ever do in my life. Write down my feelings and post it for people to see and comment.

I wasn't going to use my real name of course, the media already knows it a little to well. Wouldn't want to give them more opportunities to create false hurtful theories. So my name is Caligirl22; totally random.

Once I made the account I started writing and introduced myself in a note and then followed some other writers.

Hello everyone, my name will remain anonymous for however long I use this blog. I've lived through some strange teenage years and am here to write down how I feel from time to time. But mainly I'm here to show the world how writing can be such a great escape from the real world and inspire people to follow their dreams! As cheesy as it sounds. I'll hope to start writing on here once I reach 10 subscribers/ follower peoples.
Until then, Adios! Have a great day and don't forget to leave comments about anything! ;)
~ anon

Sounds alright huh? I then published it and started writing a little something but then my mum started screaming my name from the downstairs. I never can get a break.

"What is it mother?" I sigh walking down the steps to my first floor in my slippers almost tripping on myself. I couldn't find her in her office so I checked the kitchen. Oh the kitchen, barely used unless we ordered take out- unless my mother is off and cooks amazing meals like the one we shared with Cara last month.

She was in the kitchen and there were people standing all giggly right next to her.
God why do they always do this to me?

"Hey Adrianna!" Ashton chimes and my face lights up with the biggest smile. "It's album promo!" Calum says as I hug the two of them. Standing behind them was Michael with CD titled Adrianna's personal Sounds Good, Feels Good Mixtape

"Oh my gosh- I love it. Thank you boys so much." I just had one question.. Where was the tall breadstick I adore? I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. Why would Luke come? Why didn't he?

"The living room is beautiful Theresa, is Adrianna down here yet?" Luke causally walks from the living room and his face lights up when he sees me. "Oh- there she is."

"Luke!!" I burst running for him. He opens his arms and I fly into them. "Why you always gotta surprise me like this?"

"It's cute!" Mikey says, "We came to hangout- we miss our bestie." Ashton laughs and I blush. "I missed you guys." I admit smiling from ear to ear, "come on let's go upstairs," I tell them and give my mother a smile. "Thank you so much Mum," I say before zooming up the stairs with my four best friends.

"Alright so this is my account- I am gonna start to write on it occasionally." I look up at Ashton observing the blogs website. "Caligirl, really Adri?" Mikey teases. "Hey- it's Caligirl22, actually." I correct him which makes us all laugh.

Luke walks over to my bed Mikey Ashton Calum and I were sprawled out upon and snatches the laptop from Ashton. "Hey- it's not your turn yet!" He frowns facing me, "Adrianna your stupid boyfriend took the laptop!"

Boyfriend?! Ugh. "Relax mate, I just wanted to see if this was bogus and she was getting scammed."

"Aw protective boyfriend." Calum adds and I scoff playfully. "Guys would you please stop being such assess." I laugh digging my head into the pillows and they all laugh. Luke handed me the computer back grinning like he just did something that's going to make me mad. "Oh god what did you do Luke?"

"N-nothing oh nothing."

I check everything, it appears he didn't do anything but write on my Twitter: @Luke5SOS is hot!!!

Oh shit. He. Just. Published. Something. I. Was. Writing. This. Morning.

"Luke, I'll kill you." I threaten standing up to my feet.

"I'd love to see you do that, babe."

"Ooh someone make the popcorn!" Mikey blurts. But I'm honestly still stunned at how he calls me babe like he was talking to a random person. It's nothing important to him- I'm nothing important to him.

I felt my face soften and Luke noticed while the others were chanting about us fighting. "Hey hey, if it means that much to you I'll unpublish it. Yeah?" He softens bringing me closer to him. "Kiss!" Ashton screams and Mikey and Calum bash on him but Luke and I ignore them. "No- no it's okay, you can leave it up."

"You're an amazing writer, Adrianna," he says and suddenly it feels as if the whole world stopped spinning and it was just him and I. "Thank you, Luke." I say and he brings me into a hug. "I mean it," he says and I nod.

ayyy I'm going to the city !!