disconnected / l.r.h

16❤️

Luke

I could not believe this was happening. I felt my heart ripping through me. How could Adrianna cheat one me? Why would Adrianna cheat one me? I thought she loved me, the tables turned now. I looked up at the photo of the girl of my dreams kissing another man. My feelings are all mixed and I don't know what to fucking do.

I threw the news article onto the table in front of me.

"Luke, just calm down mate-"

"She fucking cheated on me Michael, no, I will not fucking calm down." I bellowed through the receiver.

"You are over reacting Luke, you haven't even spoken to her yet! I was with them just before, they were talking about Cara,"

"Over reacting? I am in love with her man, and she just kissed another guy- my mate! How could she do this?"

I couldn't get my mouth to even under exaggerate how I felt. I felt the walls crashing in. "You know what Michael, I'll see you soon, Im done talking about this."

"No Luke, hear me out mate, you need to understand this," he says and I sigh not talking. "Luke you there?"

"Yeah, I'm listening." I scoffed as my best friend took a deep breath into the phone. "Any day now Mike?"

"Her eyes had seen too much. Her heart had felt things unimaginable. Remember when you cheated on her? That was a dick move Luke, her mind has been abused too many times- and you know that, you know that because you care about her, you are her life. She's hurting you now, and with everything going on you loved her and still do. With all of her faults and your mistakes too, you saw past her insecurities, she became your everything. So why believe something TMZ fucking wrote? There is more to this than you think, Luke,"

"She gave me a reason to stay alive, and I know and understood what you just said- it meant a lot mate, but I am just so drained right now. I think I'll call her. Thanks buddy." I say and ended the call.

But then I heard a knock on my hotel suite door. I walked across the room and opened the door, not even checking to see was there. I knew it was her.

"Luke, don't listen to TMZ, I can explain." Adrianna walks past me, I didn't look up to her but from the tone of her voice I could tell she had been crying.

"Explain what? How Harry was such a good kisser?" the words dully spilled out of mouth- with no regret. Her face was brought down after this, I wasn't intending to make her sad- not this time, not anymore.

"Luke, please," Adrianna begs resting her hand on my heart. She knew that was something I loved dearly. "It was a misunderstanding- I promise Luke," her voice cracks. I look down at her for the first time since she arrived, tears stained her beautiful cheeks, it looked as if she was turning pale and I could hear her heart racing.

"Tell me what happened." I choke with, my face is as dull as a brick wall. She breathes out about to talk.

"I was bowling with Cara, her friend and Harry, my brother and Michael were there but left moments before." she stutters, our bodies as close as to almost touching. I needed her to be telling the truth, I needed to hold her.

"Harry has had feelings for Cara since my sisters wedding party, he saw Cara and her friend hitting it off when we were out bowling. He felt terrible."

"Alright, and?," I sighed taking her hand off my chest but holding it in-between us.

"I told him that if he kissed me it would make Cara jealous, and it did."

"Yeah it totally did, that's why it made none of this article." I point to the crumbled article lying on the table. The article filled with my worst fears and troubles. 

"Article? Weren't you the one who told me to not believe what's written? And to have hope in it actually not being true? Hoping the truth comes from the person, better than what was written down for publicity." she tells me, her hazel broken eyes staring into my blue.

"Yeah." I choke up, I love her. I really really love her. After all the fucked up terrible shit I have done she has stayed with me, I now know I have to stay and believe her.

"I felt nothing when Harry kissed me, he didn't feel anything either. I left right after Cara came in so I don't know whats happening now, I just want to be with you, yes it was my stupid mistake for doing all of this."

"No it's not, it is the media; they'll try to find anything to make a good story, I believe you Adrianna."

She looks up at me, wholehearted and her happiness restored and jumps into my arms. "I'm sorry, I am so fucking sorry Luke, please forgive me."

"I love you Adrianna." I guess Adrianna was satisfied because before I finished my sentence she crashed her lips into mine. Fire ignited in my senses and she was smiling when kissed me. I removed the thought of her lips on Harry's and substituted the thought of her being here with me.

A groan escaped her lips as I smiled kissing her nose. "These shades- they're hiding us from the streets and the real world, and all I need is you."

"I think you just quoted a One Direction song?" We laughed and kissed again.