disconnected / l.r.h

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July 15th

Luke's perspective

"Adrianna, you don't have to go, it might be too much for you," I look into her eyes trying to find reason with her. It's just a normal night, just another show.

"No, I'm going, I didn't fly out here for nothing," she crosses her arms and srunches her face. "But you're supposed to be resting, this is a concert, Adrianna. They're quite intense,"

"I'm perfectly capable of going to a concert, everyone else will be there."

"Adrianna! You heard Doctor Montgomery! You're supposed to be resting, darling, the lights- the blazing music! The babies you're carrying."

"Luke, I'm going," she raises an eyebrow and I roll my eyes playfully.

"Luke- buddy you're not gonna win this one," Ashton chuckles and Adrianna gives him a high five.

****

"Mr. Hemmings," I turn around and see a lady in a suit. "Uh yeah that's me," I chuckle looking towards the stage, I'm so hype for this night, Madison Square Garden.

"I work for you management company," she says, she presses a button on her little ear piece phone thingy. I roll my eyes adjusting my guitar on its strap.

"Can't this wait till after the show, I go on in five," I tell her motioning to Ashton, Calum and Michael ready to head on stage.

"I guess, if you don't want to hear about the public knowing you have a baby on the way." She shrugs and I scoff. "Two, babies, actually and what?"

She just said I can go public? I've been fucking waiting for this for months.

"If you play well tonight- we will be broadcasting this live and if the media has anything nice to say, you're free to do whatever."

"Are you serious?"

"Very, now go do your job." The lady shrugs and I smile. "Oh I'm going and I will rock tonight- I'm going public! Bitch!" I scream as she walks away. She turned around and rolled her eyes.

Tonight is gonna be a great show. It's fucking MSG!

"New York City make some noise!" Michael shouts and we walk on stage, smiles on our faces and fans screaming- this is everything. This is my life.

***

Adrianna's perspective

Twitter: Adrianna's back! A fan tweeted, I didn't go anywhere though. They don't know that since I was basically hiding for months, I'm having twins with a rock star.

I smile, favoriting the tweets and tweeting that I was at the show. I'm currently walking down the hotel hallway and I hear my name being called. I've been ignoring all the hate, I literally haven't logged into Twitter since April.

Shit.

"Hi ladies!" I half smile at two girls wearing 5 seconds of summer merchandise. Great, the one time I leave my house I get caught.

In New York City.

I hug the fans and we start walking to the elevator talking about how I've been MIA on social media.

"Oh, well I wasn't really allowed to say anything."

I take my phone out of my pocket and check my Twitter.  Woah, I'm getting a shit load of hate right now. Also, messages saying to stay away from Luke and that I don't deserve him and just plain cruel things.  Why all of a sudden? For some reason, I have an odd feeling that Luke's ex girlfriend, Arzaylea, has been spreading false rumors about me. 

I check out her twitter feed.  Turns out, I'm right.  That bitch. Not only that, but my name is trending worldwide: #goawayadrianna.  There's a pain in my chest and I don't have any idea of what I should do.  My hands tremble and tears bare my eyes uncontrollably. 

I shouldn't be feeling this way when I'm expecting a baby.  I grab my car keys and head to the hotel, not bothering to get Luke or tell him I'm leaving. The concert is ending anyways.

**

Once I'm finally home I grab my belongings and shove them all in my suitcase.  I need to go back to California.  I can't deal with this anymore.  I'm too tired of it.  I open the door, with my suitcase in my hand, and bump into Luke who was just about to attempt to enter as I was trying to exit.  "Baby, where are you going?" He asks, his eyes looking down at the suit case then back up at me; hurt clear in his eyes. 

"Home, Luke.  I'm tired of the hate and the drama," I say, my tears once again blurring my eyes. 

"No. I didn't think you'd give up this easily."

My blood pressure boils. 

"Really, Luke? I've been dealing with this for-"

Luke's POV:

"What the fuck!" I shout as Adrianna's  eyes roll back and her body nearly drops on the floor.  Fuck, she had an anxiety attack.  I quickly text the guys in the group chat telling them we're on our way to the hospital.