disconnected / l.r.h

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"Oh for god sakes Adrianna, really?" Luke's arm reaches out but I brush it off.
"What? You lied to me!" I choked up not looking into his eyes. "I could never lie to you,"  he says lying right there.. Hello? Does he think I'm stupid. "You cheated me! It's over Luke," I held back the tears. The only one I actually loved, the one who saved me- who made my day brighter has just been using me. I could never forgive myself. I sigh turning around walking away from him. The flashing lights surrounded us, only to make me even more angry.

"Adrianna wait- I'm sorry."

"Save it," If I had a heart it would have ached. Every twitch just sent waves of agony through my body. The pressure would have burst my veins and drowned my world in pain. But I was so mad right now, this was all too much for me. I didn't need this pain.

As it was, my heart stayed icy, immobile. But there was pain. A lot of it.

As my lips formed the words that I knew were going to shatter my whole world, I forced my voice to keep from trembling as I started to run away. He kept screaming my name, like he was in pain..

"I can't do this- I fucking can't do this." I slam my laptop shut and throw my head into my hands and silently started to cry a little.

"I wanted to be lost in your soulful eyes; completely, deeply, and for eternity."

I don't like this panicked feeling filling up my lungs. I took a deep breath trying to stand up. I felt light headed and fell down onto my bed and just started sobbing. For no\ reason at all. Are all the reasons all at once. I am so fucking lost and it hurts so much.

I wish I wasn't like this.

"Adrianna?" I hear someone scream minutes after I fallen onto the floor. It was Luke, of fucking course it was Luke, the one who broke my heart into thirty thousand pieces.
Of course.

"Adrianna?!" He said in a panicked to tone. My long brown hair was pushed to the side as it took Luke not even a quarter of his strength to lift me up into his arms. He sits on the bed, I was lying in his lap still crying and weeping- embarrassing myself.

"Baby, what's gotten into you? A-are you hurt Adrianna? Ple-please tell me you're alright." Luke cracks which causes me to cry even more. Wow I am a fucking mess.

This most be so odd to him, I was never sad when I was with him. He took all the troubles away. He doesn't even know I'm crying over him. This was a usual thing. I would just burn out once in a while as mind my takes over.

I couldn't speak. Every time I tried opening my mouth more sobs would just erupt. I had no courage at all as of now and it's driving me insane.

"Luke-" "Yes baby girl?" He said almost right after I said his name. "Luke- I need- I need you to hold me tight right now," I said and started crying again, "just hold me tight Luke, please stay here." I beg and he picks me up still on the bed and brings me higher into his lap as I cried silently on his shoulder holding him so tight.

He kissed my hair whispering peaceful words in my ear. I needed that- I really needed him. "It's okay Waverly, it's okay," he calls me by my last name like he always used too.

My heart was aching and I started to stop crying a bit after. Luke kept me in the same position and I felt safe. I finally realized that I never stopped loving him.

Cara's pov

I parked my car in front of Adrianna's house, I wanted to visit her since she had a day off. As I was approaching her doorstep I heard someone call out my name. I turned around and green eyes met my brown. Harry Styles.

"Hey Harry, what brings you over here?"

"Uh- Adrianna's brother Tyler is visiting, he's my best friend his plane lands in a few hours so I'm just hanging out here until he gets here, what about you?"

"I came to see Adrianna, wanna go in together?" I ask ask he nods unlocking the front door with his key.

"So One Direction is on break now?" I asked the boy sitting across from me in the kitchen as we ate away at Adrianna's food. I wonder where she was. "Yes, for a year or two but I hope to come back with the boys,"

"Mhm, that's good. I should probably look for Adrianna, she's probably in her room."

"I'll come with!" He said and we walked up the spiral staircase to Adrianna's room. I then opened the door and gasped and Harry covered my mouth. I wasn't expecting this- I don't think Harry was either when he pulled me out of the doorway and shut the door.

"I can't believe it!" I whisper shout, "I was not expecting this to be honest." Harry laughs as I try to realize what I just saw. Luke and Adrianna fast asleep all cuddled up in the same bed.

"Are they seeing each other Cara?"

"I have no clue- I didn't even know he was in town, I'll have to ask my brother," I say, Luke's band mate, Michael is my brother. We grew up in Australia together until our parents split.

"I have to see this again." Opening the door I almost fall which would have been a monstrosity but I was protected by the fall when arms reached and grabbed my waist.

"Thanks for that, Harry." I stand to my feet and his hands were still around my waist. My cheeks flushed. "Harry you can let go now?" I laugh shutting the door after I see my best friend happily asleep next to the one she loves. They looked adorable. If they were dating I hope it was the right decision for her- for the both of them. 

"Oh uh yeah sorry about that," he chuckles not meeting my eyes. Today was a day full of surprises.