In love with my best friend

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"So I got 2 boxes of the- test?" Katie says bursting into my apartment. I was sitting on one of the chairs around the table, biting my nails nervously. "Thanks." I smile at her as she sets down the bag. "Are you okay?" She asks. "I might be pregnant with my best friends baby. I'm super great." I mutter.

"I'm sorry Allison.." She sits down next to me. "What am I going to do? If I'm pregnant? Will Adam even want to be apart of my life, will he hate me because I ruined his marriage?" I ask slowly. "You know Adam and he isn't that kind of person." She says.

"Before we start talking about this.. maybe you should take the test first." She says. I bite my lip. "I'm not sure if I want to.." I whisper feeling the tears rolling down my face. "If I'm pregnant I- I don't even know." I shake my head. "You need to take the test Allison. If you don't then you'll just keep sitting here, worrying." I bite my lip. "Fine." I reach into the paper bag grabbing out one of the boxes before walking towards the bathroom.

I shut the door, sighing before looking at myself in the mirror.

What would I do with a baby? I wasn't ready to be a mother! Especially not a single mother! I couldn't deal with that, I would surely mess up at being a mother.. And I don't know if Adam will even want to be a father, not that he has a choice but.. Ugh!

I quickly take the test out of the box and take it. After I was done I washed my hands and sat on the floor waiting for the 3 minutes to be up. It felt like forever.

I held onto the sleeves of my sweat shirt tight. I chewed on my finger nails and bit my tongue from screaming. I felt so nervous.

Time seemed to slow down. 3 minutes turned into what seemed like 3 hours. I waited and waited, starring at the bathroom tiles. I kept trying to distract myself for that 3 minutes, but I can only think about the fact that I slept with Adam.. And that all this seemed like a nightmare, one I probably wouldn't wake up from

I was suddenly distracted by the sound of my phone ringing. I quickly sit up, regaining my poser and answering the phone. "Hello?" I clear my throat trying to get the raspy sound out of my voice. "Oh Allison! I just wanted to call and check if you were able to make it on Sunday?" She asks as I dart my eyes over at the clock. 3 minutes was already up.

"Sunday?" I ask Nicole. I felt horrible talking to her well I awaited to get the test results back to see if I was pregnant with her fiancés baby... "Ya, you know Sunday? To go dress shopping! I'm so excited I was hoping we can get you a dress as well.. I mean after all I want you to be my bridesmaid." I practically choked on my spit.

Nicole obviously hates me. Being her bridesmaid would mean that I would be front and center watching her marrying the guy I love most in the world. "Umm.. Ya. I'll have to see how Sunday will do for me but I'm pretty sure it's a for sure thing." I mutter into the phone. "Great! Thank you so much Allison! I'll text you later, bye!" She hung up, leaving me a little shocked. I stared at my phone for a minute until my eyes darted to the time. It was time to check if I was pregnant or not..

"What's the results?" Katie asks bursting into the bathroom. I quickly stand up, hesitating to reach for the pregnancy test. She looked at me eagerly, but looking very nervous.

"I haven't checked." I get ahold of the test and look down at it. "I'm.."