In love with my best friend

Advice

I unpacked my clothes into the drawer the hotel room had. We wouldn't be staying here more then 2 days, but it was a weekend and I probably would be in here the whole time. Adam unfortunately had to work this weekend, which was very unexpected! And totally out of the blue! Which meant that I'd be the one picking up Boston from the witch we all know as Nicole.

I mean how is this my luck? Why would this happen to me and just me? I swear God doesn't like me!

After I was done getting all my things unpacked I grabbed the car keys and headed out. Adam had took a uber to work so that I'd have the car to pick up Boston, although I was hoping he'd take the gogomobile and just totally forget that we had to pick up Boston today, but that wasn't like Adam and I knew it.

Boston had barely turned 1. He was still just a little baby and well- I found it weird that only a year ago, Adam was married to a whole different person, starting a family with her. Although in his defense I was engaged to Zack at the time, and I was would've married him if I hadn't came back here for that one week.

I got to Nicole's house in no time. I spent my sweet precious time driving my ass there though. Apart of me wanted to hurry up and get there well another part of me wanted to actually never get there.

Things between Nicole and I after me and Adam got together have been nothing but awkward. And Nicole constantly found ways to either be rude or insult me. I almost felt like she only focused on that when it came down to our relationship, being just plain rude to me.

I got out of my car and forced myself up Nicole's porch. I rang the door and impatiently waited to see her ugly face.

It wasn't long until she actually opened the door, holding Boston. "Hey Allison." She smiled her oh-so-famous fake smile. "Hey Nicole.." it was hard not to grit my teeth together well talking to her.

"Where's Adam? I swear he said he was going to pick Boston up and not you?" She used her knowingly, sarcastic voice. "Well things don't always go as plan, right?" I ask, trying my hardest not to sound as rude as I wanted to be. "Guess not." She smiled.

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"I hate her. She's the utter worst! God why do I have to deal with her?" I was in the middle of pacing back and forth in the living room of the hotel I'd be staying at for God knows how long because I'm stupid!

"Calm down. Your gonna wake up Boston." Katie points out. I shoot her a glare although she was completely right.

"She constantly rubs the fact that she was Adams first, in my face! She acted so surprised when I picked up Boston, like I don't know- like I'm not married to Adam!" I shake my head, remembering Nicole's ugly disgusting face.

"Well you and Adam did get married pretty fast. I'm not surprised that she's not use to it yet." Katie points out. "It's been months!" I hiss.

She rolls her eyes at me, probably because I was being slightly over dramatic, but can you blame me? I feel like I have no control over my life. I'm married and it doesn't even feel like it. I feel like my husbands ex is maybe too involved in my relationship, it just sucks!

"Not to mention that she just loves how she has a kid with Adam! And how they share such an intimate thing with each other! Which I don't hate! I love Boston but god did he have to come from her?!" Katie slightly laughed at that, shrugging in response.

"You and Adam will eventually have kids." I shake my head, laughing harshly at her.

"As if! He already has one why on earth would he possibly want one with me?!"

"Okay, you need to sit down." Katie stands up, grabbing my arm and leading me to the sofa. I sit down, looking at her expectingly.

I knew she'd probably have a long conversation with me about how wrong I am, and I was just mentally preparing myself for that.

"Adam loves you, and he wants a family with you. I promise! You two have been in the works for years! And now that your finally together it seems like your not even looking at the bright sides!"

"What bright sides!" I'm sure there is some, but god, they're really fucking good at hiding!

"You're with him! He's yours! And he loves you! And your married and it's only a matter of time until you two make a baby or whatever- I won't get into the details because quite frankly the thought makes me nauseous, but my point is, you two are perfect for each other and you'll work it all out amongst yourselves." I give her a small smile.

"Thanks." She nods.

"I just needed to vent." I murmur. "Understandable. Next time maybe not so loud and maybe sit." We both laugh a little before silence fell.

"So you definitely do want to have kids with him?" She asks. "I mean, I'm not sure if I'm ready right now but eventually." She nods.

"Well maybe talk to Adam, tell him how you feel. I'm sure you both will come up with some sort of solution. Until then, hang tight."

Katie's advice wasn't horrible. It's something I probably desperately needed. But I couldn't help but dread talking to Adam.

First of all, I'm not completely sure what we'd need to talk about, second of all, Adam isn't the type that likes to talk about his problems.