In love with my best friend

Wedding

I started at Nicole in her wedding dress. It is as more beautiful now on her than it was one she first tried it on. It fit her body perfectly. She looked beautiful. She smiled nervously at me in the mirror. "Never been so excited and scared at the same time in my life." She whispers, shaking her head.

I gave her a fake smile. "I'm gonna go and check on Adam.." I nudge a thumb back. "Make sure to be back in a few minutes." She smiles at me. I take a deep breathe walking out the door and down the hall. I open the door to the room that Adam was getting ready in. The room was empty and he was in the middle of putting on his bow tie. "Hey." I smile at him. He turns around and smiles.

"Hey." He takes in a deep breathe. "Everyone left me." He says, referring to the empty room. "I'm sure they did." I walk up to him, grabbing his bow tie and fixing it for him. "How's Nicole doing?" He asks. I bite my lip. "She's nervous but happy.." I whisper. He nods.

"Are you happy?" I ask, looking up to him. He was silent for a minute, starring back at me before laughing a little and shaking his head. "She makes me happy." I blink, letting a tear run down my cheek. "Good, I'm so happy for you Adam." I smile, tears in my eyes. "Don't cry, you're going to make me cry." He says, laughing. I shake my head, taking him into a hug.

"I love you Adam." I whisper. "I love you too." I feel him place a kiss on top of my head. I squeeze my eyes shut, hoping to God that I wouldn't start balling. It was hard enough trying to contain my self from breaking down, trying to stop myself from crying too much was just too freaking hard! I take in a deep breathe, backing up from him.

"I'll see you out there." I reach up on my tippy toes, kissing his cheek. I give him one last glance before walking out the door.

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I slowly walked down the isle, looking at all the people that supported and cared for Adam and Nicole, the people that didn't have to pretend to be happy for them. The people that loved them as a couple. As I walked down the isle, my eyes met Adams. He smiles at me. He looked great in his tux, and I couldn't help but smile back. Although I still couldn't believe that he was getting married at this exact moment, and that my heart felt too shattered to breathe, I was still happy that he was happy, even if it meant that he'd be with someone else to be happy.

I look away from him, my eyes catching Zack's. I smiled, his blue eyes starred at me, glistening in the light. He smiled back and at that moment I felt something weird, I felt a piece of my shattered heart go back in place. I felt a piece of me come back, not so much dread, not so much unhappiness.

I reached the end of the isle, standing next to one of the bridesmaids. I look ahead of me, already seeing Nicole walking down the isle, her dress flew out behind her, she smiles, showing her white, pearl teeth. She starred straight at Adam, both of them smiling like there was no one around them, like they didn't notice anyone else besides each other.

I couldn't help but look away, closing my eyes, remembering something I shouldn't have been remembering at that second..

His lips grazed mine, slightly touching. His hands grasped both sides of my face before he smashed his lips on mine, kissing me with such.. Passion. I ran my hands down the length of his hair, all the way down his jaw line.

I kept trying to not remember that night. Although I didn't remember most of all of it, I still remembered him kissing me at that exact moment.