Reawakening » Stiles Stilinski [book 4]

Reawakening // Playlist

  ❝Dear Diary, 

 I died, at least that's the last thing I remember. I can't exactly find the right words to explain what is happening to me, or at least what I think is happening to me because I don't really know myself
the last thing I remember, I died in Derek's arms. I tried telling him everything that I had been dying to tell Stiles, making him promise that he'd look after Stiles for me..and then I remember telling him how I was going to be okay. How I wasn't scared... 

 then poof
I tried opening my eyes but it was complete darkness. I was in some sort of after like hell. It was nothingness but complete darkness. I didn't see colors, hear sounds, hell I was completely alone. 

After a while, i slowly started forgetting things. Like colors, sounds, people...you know they say the first thing you forget about a person is their voice..you can remember the way they move, the way they look, but their voice.. you can't remember what they sound like..I was forgetting..I was forgetting my friends, my family, everyone I held dear in my heart was slowly being ripped away from me. I wish I could scream out in frustration but I wouldn't even make a sound. There was absolutely nothing I could do except wait for the moment when this place would officially become my personal hell, making me forget the person I actually gave my life for.. 

 Stiles;

 I couldn't do anything as this hell took away his memory from me, officially making me break. I felt like I was going crazy here, forgetting everything. I was willing to give up everything and everyone just to hold onto him and his memory just a little bit longer. It was like I was just slowly waiting until I could finally accept my punishment for all the horrible things I had done while alive...

At least I would have accepted it if I wasn't ripped away from my dark hell, set inside a tomb completely covered in wolfsbane, waiting to be rescued...❞  

Playlist: 

See You Again//Wiz Khalifa

I Was Here//Beyonce

Find My Way Back//Eric Arjes

Till My Heart Stops//Too Far Moon

Hello//Adele 

All I want//Kodaline 

Unsteady//X Ambassadors 

Saturn//Sleeping At Last

Unconditionally//Katy Perry

Bleeding Out//Imagine Dragons 

Feels Like Coming Home//Jetta

Stay With Me//Sam Smith

I Found//Amber Run

Let It Go//James Bay

When You Sleep//Mary Lambert 

This Love//Taylor Swift

Make It To Me//Sam Smith

So Far Away//Mary Lambert 

Whispers//Dave Baxtor

My Love//Sia

Poison and Wine//The Civil Wars

Never Let Me Go//Florence+the Machine

Life Support//Sam Smith

Inside Out//The Chainsmokers feat. Charlee

When You Fall In Love//Andrew Ripp

Salvation//Gabrielle Applin

***so here's a little preview of what's to come for the fourth installment of the Stavannah Series. I've worked really hard on this book&&this part of Savannah's storyline. I don't mean to toot my own horn but hands down some of the best//emotional writing I've done. Hopefully you all like it :) First chapter will be posted soon.

so any ideas on what's to come? Any theories? Do you guys think Stiles did something to bring her back or did something or someone..bring her back? Hehehehe can't wait to read and hear all your wonderful thoughts.

till next time,
-justine