Reawakening » Stiles Stilinski [book 4]

21. Unsteady

"Hold, hold on, hold onto me

'Cause I'm a little unsteady" 

The entire ride back to the loft, Savannah hadn't said one word. She barley moved, she hadn't said one word and she wouldn't eat. Stiles tried explaining, trying to get her to listen to reason but there was nothing he could say that would change her mind. Looks like Derek was right. Once she found out the truth, she was going to hate him all over again.

except this time she wouldn't have her love from stopping her.

After getting to the loft, Savannah stayed quiet and ignored Stiles and Derek's calls as she went up to the bathroom. She locked herself inside, turning on the shower and sitting down in the shower. She sat there, arms tucked around her knees as she let the water run down her body. She stared down at her hands, they had blood on them as they were shaking. Savannah felt her breath get caught in her throat as she tried scrubbing the blood off of her. 

She watched as she scrubbed the blood off, watching as it fell down on the drain and stained the water beneath her feet red. She tried thinking of something else but it was like everything around her stopped moving. She couldn't get the words Malia said out of her head. 

Your parents, your family is dead

Savannah let out a sharp breath, feeling tears water up in her eyes as she quickly turned off the shower before getting dressed. After getting dressed, Savannah stared at her reflection in the bathroom mirror, seeing her eyes shift to the glowing green before Savannah couldn't hold it in anymore. She punched the bathroom mirror, shattering it to a thousand pieces before walking out into her bedroom. 

Savannah stood there in her bedroom, staring at all the pictures around her and everything in her room. Every single inch of this room was filled with memories, a life that she didn't remember. This was a different life for her and now..

now all she can focus on is her parents and the pain inside of her.

Her eyes shifted to a picture of her and Stiles that was still sitting a top of her dresser and that's when she felt it inside.

Suddenly, Savannah couldn't take it anymore. She grabbed the picture and tossed it against the mirror, letting it shatter to a million pieces. She stared at her reflection in the few shards still hanging, feeling a heavy weight on her chest. Savannah's vision was getting blurry from the tears in her eyes as she couldn't hold it in anymore. She was angry, so angry and hurt.