Light Shadow Academy

CHAPTER 14

~REINCARNATION (part 2)~

TIANA's POV

Di ako makapaniwala sa nakikita ko. I mean sinong hindi magugulat kung yung mismong katabi mong isang vampire prince na pinaka powerful dito sa academy na to ay matagal mo ng kilala at matagal mo nang mahal to the point na kahit alam mo nang sa huli papatayin ka lang nya. Ganun na ba ko ka martir dati? Pero di ko na hahayaang mangyari pa uli yun ngayon. I will just enjoy my life and ignore him. I know matagal yung mangyayari pero I'll make sure na in this generation hindi na sya ang papatay sakin.

I slowly open my eyes and looked at him. I felt tears coming from my eyes.

"H-how?" I whispered to him. He looked at me with pity and worry in his eyes. Pero hindi na yun gagana ngayon. I know na ginagamit lang nya ako at in the end papatayin rin nya ako.

"S-sorry, but l-let me explain first." He said to me while trying to hold me on his arms.
"Get away from me!" I screamed and backed away from him.

"No, no let me explain." He said running his fingers on his hair. Looking frustrated.

"I don't need your explaination just stay away from me!" I screamed while standing up. He stand up from my bed and tried to follow me.

"No, please just this time, please let me explain." He said almost whispering to his self. No, I'm not falling in his trap that easy this time, I already learned my lesson.

I fake a laugh.

"You think I'm going to listen to you, after all the things that you've done?" I asked him while turning my back, facing to him. He looked pained.

"I-i understand that your mad at me, but please let me explain." He whispered. He looked at me with his worried eyes. I shake my head.

"No, just get out. I don't want to see you anymore." I whispered to him brushing my tears with my hands. He step forward to me and cupped his hands on my checks. He lifted my cheeks with his hands and looked at me with pained in his eyes.

"Shh, don't cry, it's all right. Just l-let me explain." He whispered to me. His face is so close to mine. And there's also a tears in his eyes. Why is he crying? Is this his way to make me fall to his trap?? Trying to make me pity him?

I can't find my voice because tears are keep coming from my eyes. I shook my head.

"Ok, j-just listen to me." He whispered to me. I can smell his breath and perfume.

We're so close and it made me weak, I loved him. Until now. But I'm not going to risk my life again for him this time.
I can't move, I can't think straight. I don't know what to say, my mind is telling me to get away from him but my heart is telling me to stay and listen to him. Damn this feeling!

I just shake my head.

"Look I know that your mad at me because I- I'm the o-one who k-ki..ll you in all this p-past generation. And I'm so sorry for it, look it's n-not like I w-want you to b-be k-ki.. you know. b-because-Because I-I'm being co-" He didn't finished his sentence because he hugged me.

That made me confused. Why didn't he finished his explaination??

I back away from him and looked at him. He looked pained and hurt and it's like that he couldn't stand. So without hesitation I hugged him and we stay in that position.

I can smell his perfume and it smell so good. But I couldn't feel his heart beating because he's a vampire. A evil vampire prince that stole my heart. That made me suffered in my whole existence. But even though I hate him, I couldn't deny that I loved him. But It doesn't mean that I will risk my life for him this time. So maybe I will just enjoy this moment before I would start to forget him.

When he can finally stand by himself I backed away from him and turn my back without facing him. So I was facing my bed. I didn't say anything because I can't find my voice and don't know what to say. I just want him to stay here but I don't want to be killed by the person I loved. Because I don't want to be used and betrayed.

"Go away." I whispered when I finally find my voice. He didn't complain or say anything. He just walked away without saying anything.

When I heard him closed the door, tears keep coming from my eyes.

This wouldn't suppose to happen! This wouldn't suppose to happen if my parents didn't die!! This wouldn't suppose to happened when I didn't enter this academy!! This wouldn't happened if I didn't go near to him in the first place!! This is all a fucking shit!!

When I start walking through my bed I saw a familiar flower on the ground. I go pick it up and then I realized that it was the flower on my drawings. The flower that I didn't want to see. I hold it tightly and throw it on the trash.

I keep crying. Tears can't stop coming from my eyes.

I hate this!! I hate crying!! I hate being betrayed!! I hate being used!! I hate being hurt!!

I keep screaming and throwing any things that I could grab.

I wanted to lived normal!! I wanted to live with my parents!! I didn't want this!! I didn't!! I'd never!!

When I couldn't scream anymore and when my hands get tired and hurt, when it have a blood on it I rest on my bed while crying. And thinking about him, about what would happen tomorrow.

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