The Great Pretender

Annonce

Mika

Eversince that night I caught them kissing, everything's becoming normal.. Normal in a way na nasasanay na lang ako na nakikita silang magkasama and pinanindigan ko na ang pagiging invisible.

Yup, after that night, Jessey finally decided to move in. Share sila ni Kiefer sa room also known as their 'own little world' while ako? ito.. every night nalulunod sa pillow ko na puno ng laway.. joke! Nang tears kasi! ..na hindi ko alam kung bakit tumutulo every time nakikita ko silang magkasama..

Its been a week na Im waking up not with my alarm but with their giggles and harutan while making breakfast. Sobrang eye sore lang nila. Mga walang pasintabi sa puso kong labis na nasasaktan. Okayyy.. ang hugot nun. But gets? Di ba sila nakakaramdam ng konting awkwardness sa presence ko?

I get up and started preppin up for work.. di na ako dito nagbbreakfast. Nakakasira lang ng araw.

"Good morning, Bf! Tara! Breakfast na tayo?"

"Here, B. Ako nagprepare nyan."

"Ehem.."

"Baby helped me pala. Hehe! Tara?"

"Uhm.. Thanks, but no thanks. Nagmamadali din ako eh. Sige ah. Bye!"

Baby?! Wtf? Kelan nya pa inire si Jessey para maging baby nya?! Ugh! Ang aga aga. Ang lalandi! Nakakainis.

But no. Mika.. Relax. Di ka pwedeng ma-bv ngayon cause monthsary nyo ni B.

Every month since naging housemates kami nagccelebrate si Kief ng monthsary namin so its about time siguro na ako naman diba?

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So far this is the longest 9-5 work for me. I cant wait na umuwi to celebrate may 6th month sa condo.

I ordered lang this 36 inches pizza sa Big Guy's Pizza sa tapat ng St. Luke's and magpapadeliver nalang siguro ako sa Jollibee.

Umuwi ako with a big smile on my face. Hindi naman sa hopia but I know Kiefer prepared something for me... kahit anjan pa si Jessey. Its like a tradition so Im 100% sure na meron.

Nagpatulong ako sa guard na iakyat yung pizza sa unit since almost kasing laki sya ng round table. I opened the door and just like what I expected. There's food in our table. May wines, cake, pasta, chicken, etc. and mukhang mas special today cause may balloons pa. Sweet talaga ni B ko. Hihi! 1 point for Mika!

I put the pizza down sa couch cause wala ng room sa table and thanked Kuya Guard then lead him to the door. Kanina pa ko dito but saan kaya sila?

"Kiefer! Jessey! Im here naaa! Baba na kayo jan!"

I heard their foot steps going down so kumuha ako ng match for the candle ng cake then I took the cake out of its box and what I read broke my heart to pieces..

HE SAID 'YES'

"Oh em gee! Bf! Pano mo nalaman? May pa-pizza ka pa ah! Kiefer, sobrang saya mo ba kaya pinabili mo pa si Mika ng pizza? I thought surprise natin sya?"

"What? Di ahh.. Di ko sya tinext."

Oh my god. Somebody save me and take me out of this place.. Please. Akala ko it was for me pero 'announcement' pala nila. I swear to god kung pwedeng magalit ang mata ko sakin sa pagpigil ko ng tears ko from falling down ginawa na nya cause super pigil na pigil talaga.  I know na there's a surprise waiting for me.. pero this is not the surprise na I expected.

"Di nya ko tinext. Uhm ano kasi.. nagcrave lang ako sa pizza. Kaso kulang pag family pan lang kaya ganyan kalaki inorder ko para ishare ko sa inyo."

"B.. are you crying?"

Shit! Di ko napansin.. pati mata ko pala nag give up na sakin.

"What? No.. I mean, yes. Im so happy for you guys!"

I hugged and beso both of them to hide my tears and make them think na its tears of joy kahit deep inside super sakit na.

"Aw dont cry na, Bf! Buti nalang madali pasagutin to si Kiefer. Haha! Tara? Eat na tayo?"

"Uhm sure.. sige."

I sat on my usual spot then silang dalawa magkatabi sa harap ko.

Ngayon ko lang nakita si Jessey na ganyan kasaya while Kief? Nothing but fake. Joke. Wala naman, normal lang. Siguro di lang sya sanay na may girlfriend sya.

"So Kief.. you're not gay na?"

"You know, Bf.. gay or not okay lang naman sakin. Basta ang mahalaga... ay ang importante. Haha! Char. Basta, He's mine na. Right baby?"

"Ah oo, Jess told me naman na I dont have to change and ganto nya ko nagustuhan so no need na pilitin ko sarili ko to become someone na Im really not. Basta happy kami and masaya ko sakanya"

Akala ko paminta lang ang dinudurog.. pati puso pala. Sige pa guys. May konting part na buo pa. Isagad nyo na. Dikdikin nyo pa. Di pa ata kayo quota eh. Nakakahiya naman sa inyo.

I excused myself cause I cant take it anymore. Sobrang sweet nila. Nakakasakit na. I want to rest na sana sa room ko but maaga pa so I left na lang.

I just want to be away from them and celebrate.. on my own.

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Hopia.. hopia kayo jan 😅

Game day today!
Who's gonna watch live?
See you when I see you! (But I wont stay long so.. yun)
Let's cheer for the girls in green!

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