The Great Pretender

Penseé

Mika

Ever since Kief and Von broke up napapadalas na pag sleepover ni Jessey sa condo. Kulang na lang mag move in sya dito e.

Its been two weeks and that two weeks is nothing but uncomfortable. I never feel uneasy and irritated with my bestfriend's presence.. ngayon lang.

No, its not because mas nagiging close sila ni Kief kesa sakin or may be yun nga yung reason but who cares right? I just hate the feeling na invisible ako sa 'home' ko like as if im not around.

Im aware naman na she likes him but hello? The least a bestfriend can do is invite me when they have plans on going out diba? But no.. i dont think naalala nila na I exist. Sabagay, it will look like third wheel ako kahit Kiefer's not getting the hints na type sya ni Jessey or he's just too gay to notice.

Nakakainis lang kasi parang di nya naman talaga inaalagaan si Kiefer. Yes, they're laughing all the time. They look like they're having fun and enjoying each other's company but I dont see the sincerity parang ang fake and ang trying hard lang. That's not the Kiefer I know. Hindi nya manlang nga magawa magshave ng facial hair nya and his hair? Ughh! Mukang nest na pinag incubate-an ng sampung generation ng birds sa kapal and gulo. Very untidy. Nakakainis. And Jessey here doesn't even mind na she goes out with a man, I mean gay, okay gay na di halata, that looks like he haven't taken shower for months! Ano ba naman yung iadvice nya na magshave or magtrim ng hair diba? Knowing Kiefer, halos every month sya nagpapacut ng hair because he wants to look mabango and presentable all the time because dagdag pogi or ganda points yun. Dun na nga lang nanggagaling yung appeal nya tinanggal nya pa. Hayyy!

Kiefer

Living with a girl while pretending to be gay is hard... Living with two girls while pretending to be gay is harder, and living with two girls while pretending to be a broken hearted gay is hardest.

Technically, di naman dito talaga si Jessey nakatira pero kakasleepover nya parang inuunti unti nya na gamit nya. Kulang nalang magshare sya samin ni Mika sa bills.

Ang weird lang cause di sila masyado nagpapansinan lately or akala ko lang yun? Most of the time kasi naman nasa work si Mika so niyayaya ako palagi ni Jessey lumabas. Para ngang di na pumapasok to sa school puro gala.

Masaya kasama si Jessey kaso minsan napapasubo ako. Pinagffit nya ba naman ako ng clothes ng girls! Buti nalang naclear ko sa kanya na low-key gay ako. No need for cross dressing, buti nalang naniwala.

Mejo weird lang kasi pag kami lang magkasama cool and chill lang sya. As in normal lang pero pag nanjan si Mika nagiging sweet sya. Ewan baka masyado lang ako nagooverthink. Pero namimiss ko na si Mika. Di na kami nakakapagbonding and parang di ko na maalala the last time na pinansin nya ko. Kung pwede lang sipain ko palabas ng unit to si Jessey eh. Haha!

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Its friday. Last working day for the week ni Mika. Sana di sya umuwi sa Bulacan this weekend para naman may QT kami. Hihi!

.. Kaso mukhang malabo! Damn. 4pm palang andito na naman si Jessey. Sana di nya masamain pero ugh kahit ngayon lang Jess. Wag ka muna magstay dito.

"Kief, TGIF! Lets go later! Party?"

"Uhm Jess mejo pagod ako eh. Pass muna."

"Hmm bakit ka pagod? Andito ka lang naman buong araw."

"Oo nga.. pero kasi 5 days straight na tayo naglalaboy. Feel ko lang magrest tonight."

"Ganun ba.. Ganto nalang. If di ka pwede pumarty sa labas.. Dito ko nalang dadalhin yung party!"

"What?! No!"

"Ha?"

"No.. I mean, baka magalit si Mika kasi for sure pagod sya and di pwede magpapasok dito ng kung sino sino without her consent. I have to respect her privacy din. We share this unit so dapat mutual decision palagi."

"Ang dami agad sinabi. Haha! First, kahit pagod si Bf for sure naman na uuwi yun ng Bulacan. Second, sino nagsabi sayong magiinvite ako ng ibang tao? No way! Tayo lang to no and Lastly, Im helping you lang. Promise, makakamove on ka agad. Let go na kasi ha? Ako bahala sayo. I'll just buy the drinks lang ok? Stay ka lang jan. Saglit lang ako."

She left without waiting for my answer. Ang tigas ng ulo din nitong isang to e. Bahala na nga. Sya naman lagot kay Mika.

Less than an hour bumalik din si Jessey with drinks and food. 5pm palang but nagstart na kami with our drinks. She prepared the laptop din cause she wants to watch some movie while drinking and ako? Walang nagawa. Sakay nalang ako sa trip nya.

Mika

Gusto ko na sana dumiretso sa Bulacan but baka hanapin ako ni Kiefer and I have to fix my stuff pa kasi for sure dun na naman magstay si Jessey. Iniisip ko palang na iiwan ko sila sa condo this weekend kinakabahan na ko sa pwedeng mangyare.

I was looking for my key sana nang napansin kong naiwang naka open ang door ng condo. Pumasok ako and di ko napansin na nalaglag na pala yung mga dala ko because of what I just saw.

"Bf.. B.. What's the meaning of this?"

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