My Innocent Love (Book 1 In Novice Love Series)

Chapter 44- My Innocent Love!!

No one has ever found the answer to the question that If love is so Innocent and pure then why does it hurt the most? It is just an emotion right! But still more than anything more than any physical gash on your body, love hurts you the most. Do you really want to know why? Then here is the answer. It hurts because you forget yourself in love, it hurts because you don't see anything else in the world apart from love, it hurts because you don't want anything else but love, it hurts because when it is not with you, you don't feel like doing anything else. It hurts because you give it so much importance to rule your life, but when you want to control your life it doesn't let and you wish, you just wish that you never asked for this innocent feeling but that's ridiculously insane to say as no one asks for this innocent love to develop in your heart, it rises on its own and it will make you do things on its own that is why I say it's nothing but painful yet your Innocent love.

Aayush stood rooted to the ground even after several minutes passed since Raisha ran away from him. He couldn't utter a word because his mind was blank with her outburst. He had already assumed her anger before but never did he thought that she would tell him to leave her alone. He knew she didn't mean it but still hearing it from her hurt him more than anything else. It was like someone just pushed him in front of a truck to die and he actually lost his breathing but he controlled himself as his first priority was to talk to her but will she even listen to him?

"It was Raisha's voice right, where did she go?" Vidya asked coming out from her room. Due to jet lag, she slept off for an hour after their arrival while Aayush waited for Raisha to come home.

"It was Aunty and she made it clear that she doesn't want him", Isha replied in a serious tone while Vidya stared in shock where Aayush was still standing trying to decipher his mind.

Raj and Nivedita looked at each other and walked up to Aayush who was not even moving. Raj kept his one hand on his shoulder and squeezed it making Aayush turn around to stare at his face. "She is just upset with you. She doesn't mean any of it, you know that right?" Raj consoled him while he just nodded thinking of a way to make her talk to him.

"We all will go to the outhouse. You have the house to yourself. Do whatever you can to make her talk to you, as already you both have lost a lot of time". Nivedita suggested and everyone else nodded as they all walked out giving privacy to him to convince his Raisha.

Aayush walked up to their room door and kept his one hand on the door and spoke "Raisha I know you are here only. Please open the door Sunshine. Hit me, yell at me but don't lock yourself like this". Raisha was standing on the opposite side of the door with her back resting on the door frame and her tears rolling down her cheeks continuously, but she didn't reply him.

"Please forgive me Sunshine. I know I have hurt you a lot but I didn't do it purposely. I was helpless and lost and I didn't want you to become helpless too. Please open the door princess. Give me any punishment, but just open this door and let me in. I promise I won't leave you again", he begged with his own tears trickling down his eyes as Raisha slid down on the floor feeling shattered hearing his breaking voice. She sobbed hysterically but covered her mouth with her palms not wanting him to hear it otherwise it will hurt him more. It was so surprising to her that in spite of being in pain, she was more worried about his pain and that was the reason she locked herself in their room so that she won't say any other hurtful thing to him. The moment she entered their room, she regretted her words.

"Raisha please don't hurt yourself, like this. Please, I beg you, open the door. Jaan, please. I am sorry for leaving you. Punish your Aayush, but just talk to him for once. I am as miserable without you as you are", he pleaded hoping that she would, at least, come out and yell at him but all he heard were her muffled sobs. He ran his hand through his hairs, losing his patience and looked around helplessly trying to find some way to enter their room but he found no route.