31 Days• Odell Beckham Jr. [COMPLETED & EDITING]

Day 22: Confessions

"I keep so many things from my past that I should just let go."~ Anonymous
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(No Diary Entry)

December 22, 2015

"I just wanted to say that Im really sorry, about yesterday." I took a sip of my coffee, and rolled my eyes.

"Silent treatment, I see."

Odell told me to meet him at Starbucks. I didn't want to see him, but I wanted to hear what he had to say.

"You're so full of shit, you know that right?" Odell nodded his head.

"I don't know what have gotten into you. You're turning into the man I prayed you wouldn't be." I told him. He put his head down.

"I know, I'm gonna change. I promise." I nodded. We sat in silence until he broke it.

"Did you and Omar do anything else except that kiss?" He looks up at me. "And please don't lie."

"No Odell. All we did was kiss, and we only did it for literally 3 seconds." I said and he scolded me.

"So you counted?"

I shook my head. "It was a mistake Odell! I didn't realize I kissed him until my lips touched his."

He scoffed,"So why in your diary, it seemed like it was amazing."

"You obviously didn't read the whole thing. And how you read my diary, if you were supposed to be meeting me..?" I asked, he had this confused look on his face.

"What are you talking about?"

At first I thought he was playing. "Meet me at 3591 Coates Lane?"

"What?" He was so confused, and so was I.

I showed him the message, and he denied that he sent that.

"I didn't send that." He denies. "Yes you did."

"Half of the day, I couldn't even find my phone. I didn't send that shit." He tells me.

This isn't adding up.

"That's when Chloe handed me my phone." I rolled my eyes at her name.

"Anyways..."—he started—"That's all y'all did?"

"Yes Odell. I wouldn't do nothing more, because I know you wouldn't do that shit to me."

He became real quiet. He started look everywhere but me. "Right Odell? You wouldn't do that to me?" I asked again.

"You know, I don't want to talk about it." He shook his head.

"No, you asking me all the questions. Now it's time for me to ask, and you to answer." He huffed.

"No, Leilani."

"Yes, Odell." He looked at me. "I'm not gonna get mad, if you just tell me."

"You promise?" I nodded my head. "Fine...Chloe and me, we did more than just kissed."