31 Days• Odell Beckham Jr. [COMPLETED & EDITING]

Day 24: Arguments

"I'd rather loose an argument to you, instead of loosing you to an argument."~ Anonymous
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Leilani's Diary Entry: I don't feel like writing, so I'm gonna keep this short. Maybe Omar is absolutely correct. Maybe I just need to cut it off with Odell before he hurts me again. I love Odell with all my heart, but the decisions he's making, aren't right. I'm just done with him.

December 24, 2015

Yesterday, I didn't get home until 9:00 pm. I didn't feel like seeing Odell, so Omar and me, went to his house and no, nothing happened. Of course Odell questioned me when I came back in the house, but I ignored him. Eventually he gave up and left.

I woke up this morning and he wasn't here. He probably went over Chloe's house. After doing my hygiene, I went downstairs to watch tv.

It was hours, until Odell came in the house. "Hey," I said but he ignored me.

"Fine be like that." I said. I had my eyes glued to the screen the whole time. "Yeah, I will be like that." Odell mumbles under his breath. I shrugged it off, and went back to watching tv. I really didn't care about him or his attitude at the moment.

He takes off his jacket, hangs it up and goes upstairs. Again, I don't care about him. It was a matter of minutes before he came back down.

"So, you were with Omar yesterday right?" He asked, and I shrugged.

"Maybe I was, and maybe I wasn't." I looked at him. "Answer the question Lani!" He yells.

"Yea, so?" He shakes his head and put it down. "What does he have that I don't?"

"Hmm...A lot of things."

He balled up his fists as if he was going to hit me. He walks over to me and stands in front of the tv.

"How many times do I have to tell you to stop hanging out with this Omar nigga?" Odell asked me. "Odell, I'm not listening to you. I'm a groan woman! You don't tell me what to do!"

"When you're living under my house, then I do!" He tells me.

"Odell I don't have to stay here! I have a million of other places to go! Shit, I don't have to stay here!" I yelled in his face.

"You couldn't last a night without me," he confessed and I shook my head.

"I did it last night didn't it!? You actually think I need a man to survive! Well I don't."

"Leilani, do you understand, where would you be with me? Like honestly! You wouldn't be in this place without me." Odell says.

"No, no, no. No! That's not true! Without you, I'll probably just be some where minding my own damn business! Maybe you should've done that December 2nd! But noo!!! You wanted to have lunch with me. You wanted to come in my life! I didn't ask you to become my friend! I didn't ask you to become anything! You just happily walked in my life!" I yelled at him.

"Well maybe if I walked in your life happy, I'll be happier to walk out." He grabbed his jacket.

"Actually no, this my damn house, you get the hell out." He says to me. I nodded my head.

"I'll be honored too," I got my shit, and I left.

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"So, he kicked you out?" Omar asked me. I nodded my head. I didn't really care about Odell at this point. "But, he wanted to walk out your life, so why he kick you out?"

"Omar, I really don't know, and I really don't care." I was getting irritated just talking about the situation.

"We don't have to talk about it anymore, you can relax if you want now." I smiled, and Omar kissed my cheek.

Omar told me that I can stay here with him, until whenever. I do plan on going back to the hotel later on, because I don't think it's right to stay at Omar's house. Don't get me wrong, I trust Omar, I just don't think it's right.

Me and Odell haven't spoke in hours, but I don't care. I bet he's at his house letting Chloe suck his little penis.

Sometimes I do wish I can change that day, December 2nd. Sometimes I just regret walking in Forever 21, and meeting him again.

I just know that everything would've been different. I wouldn't have met Odell, or his family. I wouldn't have met Chloe's thot ass. I just wish I would've done something different.
Sometimes I just wish;

What if I would've stayed my ass in the damn hospital?

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Every chapter, we're getting closer, and closer to the end.

See, I can't tell y'all what I have in store for this book, because that's basically giving the surprise away.

But Odell and Leilani had their little argument, again🙄

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