Chapter 7.4 - The Effect of His Death
I lost more than a best friend that day, I lost a lot more than just a person that I cared about. I lost the pillar that was supporting me, the one who listened, the person who loved me first, the person who talked about being with me as the biggest thing. It was his funeral and they told me I had to speak for the eulogy and threw the necklace my father gave me when I was four down with his casket instead of a rose. I cried a lot that day and I wasn't the same ever since, then the bullying got worse from there and my mother barely hears me out, she just told me that I was wrong and she was right and I am so stupid that I could never understand a word that she's saying. I thought my world was ending, oh wait, it was.
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Where We Stay
SpiritualWhere would you end up if you killed yourself? It isn't Hell, I'll tell you that. I don't know where it is exactly, but it's a place that makes me want to die all over again. Previously titled: My Reasons to Die (Spiritual #80)
