Damned Poems

THE TRUTH BEHIND MY FAIRYTALE

So here's a poem I never let anyone read, not even the best of my friends. A poem not written to be read. It was a poem for us when everything was all cloud 9's and rainbows. It was the start of my very own fairytale. Here, I haven't known that happily ever afters didn't exist in real life. It is the truth of our story. The beggining of it all. And even though you hurt me too much. I am thankful that I met you and shared moments with you and really happy for all the memories we made but most of all the lesson.

Here's where it started. 💕

xxfloral99xx

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The truth behind my fairytale

I walked in school feeling anxious
But also confident and a bit nervous
I'll have to say my valedictorian speech today
Because today is March 20, 2015, our graduation day

When you entered the room you took my breath away
It's like I was starstruck, and didn't know what to say
I don't know what you have that catches my attention
To me you just looked like perfection

I wonder if you also felt the same way
I wonder if I also took your breath away
I was taken back to reality by my sister
Asking me, if we could take a pic together

You agreed and it felt like heaven
Being next to you, feels like you're my safe haven
It felt so good, it made my whole day
But when I knew I was the only one that got a pic with you,
I had nothing left to say

When graduation is finally done
And most had already gone
Me and my family went out and ate together
It was great, but the next things that happened is even better

They were having a party for me
But I knew that there is someplace I'd rather be
I felt so out of place, so I opened my messenger
And talked in our group chat and instantly felt better

But then we chatted and I just cant help but feel surprised
I was so shocked that I almost died
Because you replying with so much effort is not what I was used to
But I chose to believe that it's really you

Hours passed of entertaining guests and chatting
I started to feel the urge of sleeping
But I cant so I just talked to you
But you were also bored and didn't know what to do

We looked for a topic but cant find one
Our brains really just had none
So I asked random questions instead
But to asking who your crush was, is where it lead

You gave clues that would help me figure out who
But to give clues about my crush is what I had to do
It lead to hours and hours of giving
And I still hadn't thought of anything

Every step of the way I become more anxious
Because the emotions I might feel makes me nervous
Every clue you gave, I wish it pointed my way
Then it all ended when we had nothing left to say

And finally, it was time for our confession
And your name is what I mentioned
You said you knew it already because it's obvious
I agreed but some thing made me really nervous

I thought maybe you don't like me
That you don't feel the same way towards me
But I was proven wrong when you said who your crushes "were"
I thought it was only me, but it included her

My whole word was torn apart
I just had a broken heart
But I tried and looked for the silver lining
And was brought to life with what I was thinking

Yes, maybe you have two crushes
But who cares I'm one of those crushes
I just need you to choose me over her
So your days of having two crushes is over

And on the 27th day of March I had succeeded
My mission is finally completed
Now consider me as your only one
Because the days of you liking her is finally done

It's been three months ever since that day
And Happy Third is all I want to say
Looking back I never even thought you'd like me
Now here I am thinking were meant to be

All the tears I have shed
And those memories we shared
All the problems I faced
Was worth it for this accomplishment I earned