I forced my body to sleep but the hell is happening to me. I tried to change my sleeping positions every time but still, what the heck is happening to me?!
I held my heart with my right hand and it seemed won't stop beating so fast. I can feel there's something worse would happen. Maybe I'm just nervous. Maybe I am.
But every time I think of that reason, it seems like that's not it. I can feel that there's really something bothering me right now.
There's a vision captured inside my head and then my heart skipped again. Damn. The fuckin' hell! Who the fuck with a shitty ass gave the permission to let Sean enter my fuckin' head?!
I touched my lips once more and I can still feel his lips against it. Fuck! Once I saw him again, remind me to cut his lips off his damned face.
Now, it's really clear. I know now what I really want. It's no doubt.
"I'll kill that fuckin' mean asshole so there's no one will bother my damned life again." Then I smirked.
***
[Someone's POV]
"Look after her."
Tumango ako sa sinabi ng lalaking nakatataas sakin.
"Nagsisimula na sila sa pag-aatake laban satin. Manmanan mo ang kilos ng ating kalaban lalo pa't ang isa sa aking mga mahal sa buhay ang kanilang pinupuntirya. Marahil siguro ay iniisip nila na mahina lamang siya at wala akong alam sa ginagawa nila ngunit hindi nila naisip na hindi ko hahayaang magagawa nila ang kanilang plano laban sa kanya o sa akin. Isa ka sa pinagkakatiwalaan ko kaya ikaw ang inutusan kong bantayan siya. Sana ay huwag mo akong bibiguin."
"Makakaasa po kayo boss."
Nginitian niya ako nang may kahulugan kaya alam ko na ang kaniyang ibig-sabihin. Kung hindi ko magagawa ang aking tungkulin, ang aking buhay ang kapalit. Mafia boss ang aking katapat at mafia boss din ang aking makakalaban ngunit malaki ang tiwala ko kay boss at may utang na loob din ako sa kanya. Alam ko na kung ano ang gagawin ko.
***
"Hey! The results are posted! Let's go! Aish! I'm nervious!" Sigaw ni Levi.
"You should be nervous. Kahit hindi na natin tingnan, mukhang alam ko na ang kahihinatnan mo."
Saka tumawa si Justine kaya tiningnan siya ng masama ni Levi. Sisipain sana siya nito ngunit nakaiwas siya at binelatan. Kaya lalo pang nagalit si Levi.
"Grr! Akala mo naman kung sino kang magaling na lalaki ka!"
Nagsimula na silang magtakbuhan so I just shook my head and walked calmly towards the bulletin board. Nasasanay na rin ako sa dalawang to.
I can feel they're following me for I can hear their fast footsteps.
"Are you ready to see the results?" Said Justine as he arched his arms around me.
"Idiot! She's always ready! Why bother to ask?! Tsk tsk. Halatang di mo siya kilala." Sabi ni Levi nang binatukan niya ang lalaking nakaakbay sakin.
"Teka lang, parang may napapansin ako eh."
Their eyes are in the state of conversation again and I know that it's about me. Definitely, it is. If it wasn't, they are already speaking it out loud. I just ignored it as what I usually do and just continuously walking towards the bulletin board.
"Caisley, what happened? Ano bang iniisip mo ngayon?"
"Yeah, why you seemed have good mood that you even let me touch you?"
BINABASA MO ANG
He's Mean
AzioneHe's mean, heartless, selfish. No one dares to bump into him. But's he's too much. He hurt someone who's important to me so I have no choice but to enter into his dark world. But I guess it's a wrong move, though.
