Kylo's lips are hot but soft on mine and he wastes no time getting right to the point. He easily reaches behind my me and grabs just under my but to pull my legs up around his waist, all without breaking the kiss.
I wrap my arms tightly around his neck and close any remaining space between us. Kylo bites my lip gently and tugs which earns a small moan from me as I grant him entrance to my mouth. A growl comes from Kylo's chest as a result.
Threading my fingers in his hair, I fight against his dominant tongue in my mouth. Expertly, Kylo maneuvers around the rubble on the floors and pulls away from the kiss before literally throwing me on the bed.
My eyes open wide as I stare at him as he slowly closes in on me as if I'm his prey.
"You're so hot when you're mad," he says in a gravelly tone, climbing onto the bed with his knees on either side of my thighs. I'm nearly trembling, but I don't know if it's because of fear, anger, or lust.
The way Kylo's hair is falling over his face is so attractive and I can't help myself when I reach up and grab locks of it, tugging.
Kylo growls from this action before grabbing my hands and forcing them to the bed above my head, lacing his fingers with mine before he gives me a wild grin. He dips down and places a solitary kiss on my lips before his lips trail to my neck.
Kylo's lips latch onto my neck and he sucks harshly at the skin before moving down to my collarbone and biting down on the skin there.
I yelp in surprise before it turns into a whimper of pleasure. I struggle against the hold he has on my hands, wanting to touch him as his mouth assaults my skin.
Not too long after that, I get my wish as Kylo lets go of my hands to run his down my body.
At this point, my whole body is on fire and humming with desire and lust for Kylo. It's so foreign to me but feels very natural.
With my freed hands, I grasp his arms, clawing at his shirt in attempt to get closer to him. There is hardly any skin for me to touch, so I reach down and decide to try to take his shirt off.
As I trail my hands down Kylo's sides, he trails his mouth lower and lower, eventually reaching just above my boob and sucking there. I grasp the bottom of his shirt and start to tug up on it, hoping he'll comply and let me remove his top.
Lucky for me, he does. He leans off of me, sitting up and ripping the shirt over his head before seductively throwing it to the side.
He slowly leans back down and goes for my lips. My hands automatically wrap around his back, immediately digging in to his flesh. When I feel the skin on his back, I realize that there must be scars on every inch of his skin.
Kylo suddenly presses down against me and I feel something pressing against my leg. I ignore it and continue to kiss him, trying to bring him closer to me.
Suddenly, he pulls away and hovers right over me.
"Kylo," I say breathlessly, looking up at him with wide eyes.
Kylo closes his eyes momentarily and groans loudly.
"Lyra, I want you," he says lowly, his eyes locked on mine. They are so dark right now I can't distinguish between his iris and pupil. "I need you. Now."
I don't know how to respond to him. If he's meaning what I think he means, there's nothing I can really say. All I know is I have some extreme feelings right now and I don't know where my attraction to Kylo ends and where my lust for Kylo begins.
Instead of saying anything to Kylo, I reach up and run my hands down his chest before grabbing his waist and pulling his body down to mine, bringing his lips to mine.
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No amount of training I've received from Kylo has ever made me this sore before. Every movement of my body is affected by this soreness and on the way to training today, I wince and whimper when I move my body in the wrong way.
Finally, I reach the training room and I know I'm late but I doubt Kylo minds. He ended up staying and sleeping with me for the majority of the night last night so he'll understand why I woke up so late this morning.
Opening the door, I see Kylo with his bare back to me. I take in the red lines all over his skin and smile to myself.
Walking slowly up to him—not because I want to but because I have to—I take in what he's currently doing.
Laid out on the table are various items. I see a map of a foreign planet, a set of knifes, and a small, black box. Kylo has a knife in his hand along with a sharpener, running the blade along the rod, producing a hair raising sound.
When I reach him, I lightly wrap my arms around his waist and latch my hands together at his front. I lean him to him as he stiffens from my action.
A few quiet seconds pass and I just stand where I'm at, not moving an inch.
I hear a clatter of the knife and sharpener dropping to the table before Kylo grapes my hands and rips them apart, turning to me and capturing my lips immediately.
This kiss is extremely aggressive and fast. I can hardly breathe but I refuse to pull away from this.
Just as I push my tongue into his mouth, he pulls away sharply, pushing me off of him.
"No," he says firmly.
I look up at him, confused and slightly offended. "What?"
"We can't. Feelings can't get in the way. It could compromise both of our positions. We need to focus on getting you ready for the task which you were assigned."
My mouth drops as I stare back at Kylo who has turned into the Kylo I know him better as rather than the lover I knew last night.
"You leave in a week. Everything is almost in place." Kylo's voice is monotone as he reaches back and grabs a knife to hand to me before grabbing one for himself.
"I-" I try to form a coherent thought and sentence but all that comes out is a stutter. I'm at a loss for words.
I close my eyes for a second before grasping my knife harder and get ready for one hell of a fight.
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I have never truly felt this kind of writers block before.
This took five hours for me to write.
Not to mention the whole week to actually write it.
Ugh I'm so sorry.
And the majority of y'all wanted smut so after reading rules and stuff I don't want to mark this book as mature content so I will soon be posting the full scene from this chapter separately in a different book. I was just gonna do it in this chapter with a warning but I don't want a restricted book.
Thank you guys for being so patient and responsive! It means a lot to me!
Should I end phase two here and skip some time or keep going with the current situation??
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