-Briana's Pov-
Harry and I went to Macca's for breakfast. "Thanks Harry," I smiled kissing his soft lips. As soon as I sat down I got a text.
To Briana From Lochie:
-picture of Harry and Briana holding hands, kissing and hugging-
My heart, is gone, crushed. He's famous, he doesn't love you. He'll hurt you and leave you. But the day he does, I won't be avalible. Thanks for hurting me once again. I thought we were something, guess I was wrong, thanks for showing me who you really are. I want nothing to with you.
I began to cry. This is torcher. Lochie, how could I forget about him. I ran out of Macca's and ran towards a little park. I screamed and fell to the ground crying. "I'm so sorry Lochie," I whispered into the air.
I ran into an empty alley way. I don't know where I am. I kept walking and turned up in a familiar court. Its Lochie's court. I turned around to go back home. As I walked through the alley way, I felt someones gaze burning into me. I looked around and saw no one. I kept walking, faster. I Began to run. As soon as I ran out of the alley way I crashed into someone. I stayed on the ground crying because I have to except the fact I'm going to get raped.
"Hey I'm sorry," I hid my face in my arms as I thought he was going to hit me.
"Bri?" Oh shit its Lochie. I just kept crying. He picked me up and held me in his arms. How is he holding me? I'm heavy?
"Are you alright?" he asks.
"No," I spat and ran away.
I called Harry. "Harry?"
"Oh my god where are you?!"
"I'm at a park near Macca's,"
"Alright, I'll be there in a second," He hung up.
I sat on a swing and just sat on it. Alone. What I should be. Alone, I don't deserve anyone. I felt a presence beside me on the other swing. They broke the silence.
"You left your phone hun," He handed it to me. "I saw the message too, I ruined everything, I shouldn't of stepped into your life, you're so young, I'm old, I want to go out on Friday nights at a friends party, I have sexual needs, you're just too young, I like you, don't get me wrong, but I also intruded your life, you had Lochie, now hes crying and upset, please understand?" Harry let out. How am I meant to fucking feel!? My birthday is like in 2 days and I have no One but my mum!
"Whatever." I got up and left letting a waterfall out of my eyes. I slowly walked in the direction of my house. Harry doesn't want me, Lochie doesn't want me, Daniel doesn't want me. Its now 3pm. I dragged myself up stairs to my room. I can't believe Harry just broke up with me. I have absolutly no one. I walked into my en suite and broke down into tears. I looked like a mess. My mum is somewhere, I don't even know. I got up and grabbed my razor. I never thought about this. I dragged it across my wrist. This is for being a mistaken child. I dragged it across again and cried harder. This is for being so useless. Blood rose to the surface as I cried. Heart break after heart break. I dragged it over one last time. I felt a little light headed. I looked towards my arm and saw blood oozing out of my arm. The funny thing is, I can't feel anything. I blacked out.
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heart brake (Harry Styles fanfic)
RomanceAt the age of 10, Briana Hudson talks to this boy, Lochie, they begins to develop some feelings but he pushes her away, no contact for over 3 years, but she's found another guy, she does everything with this guy that goes by the name of Daniel, sh...