heart brake (Harry Styles fanfic)

I don't know

-Briana's Pov-

Harry and I went to Macca's for breakfast. "Thanks Harry," I smiled kissing his soft lips. As soon as I sat down I got a text.

To Briana From Lochie:

-picture of Harry and Briana holding hands, kissing and hugging-

My heart, is gone, crushed. He's famous, he doesn't love you. He'll hurt you and leave you. But the day he does, I won't be avalible. Thanks for hurting me once again. I thought we were something, guess I was wrong, thanks for showing me who you really are. I want nothing to with you.

I began to cry. This is torcher. Lochie, how could I forget about him. I ran out of Macca's and ran towards a little park. I screamed and fell to the ground crying. "I'm so sorry Lochie," I whispered into the air.

I ran into an empty alley way. I don't know where I am. I kept walking and turned up in a familiar court. Its Lochie's court. I turned around to go back home. As I walked through the alley way, I felt someones gaze burning into me. I looked around and saw no one. I kept walking, faster. I Began to run. As soon as I ran out of the alley way I crashed into someone. I stayed on the ground crying because I have to except the fact I'm going to get raped.

"Hey I'm sorry," I hid my face in my arms as I thought he was going to hit me.

"Bri?" Oh shit its Lochie. I just kept crying. He picked me up and held me in his arms. How is he holding me? I'm heavy?

"Are you alright?" he asks.

"No," I spat and ran away.

I called Harry. "Harry?"

"Oh my god where are you?!"

"I'm at a park near Macca's,"

"Alright, I'll be there in a second," He hung up.

I sat on a swing and just sat on it. Alone. What I should be. Alone, I don't deserve anyone. I felt a presence beside me on the other swing. They broke the silence.

"You left your phone hun," He handed it to me. "I saw the message too, I ruined everything, I shouldn't of stepped into your life, you're so young, I'm old, I want to go out on Friday nights at a friends party, I have sexual needs, you're just too young, I like you, don't get me wrong, but I also intruded your life, you had Lochie, now hes crying and upset, please understand?" Harry let out. How am I meant to fucking feel!? My birthday is like in 2 days and I have no One but my mum!

"Whatever." I got up and left letting a waterfall out of my eyes. I slowly walked in the direction of my house. Harry doesn't want me, Lochie doesn't want me, Daniel doesn't want me. Its now 3pm. I dragged myself up stairs to my room. I can't believe Harry just broke up with me. I have absolutly no one. I walked into my en suite and broke down into tears. I looked like a mess. My mum is somewhere, I don't even know. I got up and grabbed my razor. I never thought about this. I dragged it across my wrist. This is for being a mistaken child. I dragged it across again and cried harder. This is for being so useless. Blood rose to the surface as I cried. Heart break after heart break. I dragged it over one last time. I felt a little light headed. I looked towards my arm and saw blood oozing out of my arm. The funny thing is, I can't feel anything. I blacked out.

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