Requested by smartgamergirl
Guys, First I want to issue a trigger warning
Second, I want to tell you guys that you are all beautiful, and if you ever needed someone to talk to, Jessica and I are here to help! You aren't alone!
Age 14:
Smile
Be Perfect
Repeat
That's my life
But I can't always do this
Between the constant hate, and my extremely low self esteem, I need a way out
That's where my trusty razor comes in
It's my only relief
Today, was pretty awful
I screwed up on an extremely important test
My best friend stabbed me in the back
The bullies were especially hurtful today
I wiped my tears, and walked up the driveway
I knew what I had to do
The boys were over, so I've got to be careful
It would break Calum's heart if he found out
I rushed past the living room, and made my way to the bathroom
I dug through the draw, looking for my razor that was hidden under my bottle of perfume
I carefully started to cut my arm
One for each word I was called
Slut
Whore
Bitch
By time I was done, there were 15 fresh lines on my arms
I started to cry, knowing that they were right
"Leslyann?" I heard a voice say
Crap
I tried to find something to stop the bleeding, but the door swung open to reveal a horrified Michael
"W..Why would you do that?" He asked as tears started to roll down his cheeks
"IT'S TOO MUCH!" I sobbed
Michael held me in his arms, as the other boys and Calum had made their way upstairs to see what all the commotion was about.
Calum's smile faded when he saw me
He started to cry, as he sat next to me and held me in his arms
"I..I..I'm sorry Calum!" I sobbed out as he hushed me
We sat there until I couldn't cry anymore
"Leslyann, promise me you won't hurt yourself again!"
I looked up at him
"I promise Calum"
"If you ever need anyone to talk to, you have me and the boys!" He said as the boys nodded their heads in agreement
"Thanks you guys"
I knew I would get better, with a brother like Calum to help me along the way.
DU LIEST GERADE
5SOS BSM and DDM
FanfictionBrother sister moments between you and the members of 5 Seconds of Summer ;) Also started adding some Daddy, Daughter moments in! Taking any requests for ideas and will personalize it for you guys! Hope you enjoy and share! :D ***Will try to update...
