5SOS BSM and DDM

DDM: Your mom passes away (Luke)

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, PLEASE, DON'T EVER HURT YOURSELF! YOU ARE ALL LOVED! YOU MAY NOT THINK YOU ARE, BUT JESSICA AND I LOVE YOU! IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, MESSAGE US!

Requested by Vayn_Aguila96 

Vayn's POV

I stood outside my dad's door, hearing his muffled sobs. 

I looked at the floor and watched as my tears fell to the ground.

My mom had just passed away, and no one can figure out why.

Lu..I meant dad, blames me for her death, but I had nothing to do with it.

I held my hand up, ready to knock, but I couldn't do it.

I sighed, and turned away. 

I entered my room, and walked over to my window seat, where I sat and looked out at my favorite swing.

Flashback..

"HIGHER DADDY!" My 5 year old self yelled

He laughed, and he pushed me higher on the swing

I giggled as I looked up to the sky

I then looked over at Mommy, who was standing in the house, watching us, and smiling.

I motioned for her to come outside with us.

"Hi, sweetie!" Mommy said as Daddy slowed me down on the swing

"MOMMY!" I screamed as I ran into her arms

She picked me up, and kissed my forehead, as Daddy came over and hugged both of us

"Ew! Daddy, you're leaking from your armpit!" I said as I squirmed in my Mommy's arms. 

He chuckled, "That's called sweat, and it's because I was silly and wore pants in 90 degree weather"

"Silly Daddy" I giggled

I looked at both of them," I love you Mommy and Daddy!"

"We love you too, sweetie!"

End of Flashback

...

I was knocked back into reality by the sound of the doorbell.

I left my room, and walked to the front door, opening it.

"Hey, Vayn. How are you?" Uncle Ashton asked

He's been occasionally checking up on us, and making sure we were okay.

"As good as I can be. Dad still hasn't left his room." I said sadly

"I'll go talk to him. Why don't you go and get yourself something to eat? Here, take $20, I think there's a McDonald's near by." He said and handed me the $20.