Regretful desire (Editing)

Chapter 5

"Really?! Why do you say that?" Questioned her beautiful little innocent voice.

"He's perfect for you, watch I'm going to get you two crazy for each other other." I spoke, nodding my head.

"Correction! Make Nathan crazy for her, she's already crazy for him."
Lydia whispered the last part, and we all chuckled.

"Shut up! I'm not crazy for him!" Squeaked Clarissa.

"In that case, theirs no need for me to hook you guys up." I turned my head, while we entered the locker room.

"No! I mean...." Cried Clarissa, feeling shy and embarrassed.

Lydia and I giggled, as we saw her cheeks turn a slight red.

"No worries Clarissa, I got your back." I said, hugging her from behind.

We grabbed our bags, and headed out the building.

"Hey, do you guys wanna go to the movies tonight?" Asked Lydia, sliding her backpack on her shoulder.

"Sure" I respond, nodding my head, I really had nothing else to do tonight.

"I'm not really a movie person, maybe you guys can come over to my house?" Suggested Clarissa, pushing some hair behind her ear.

"Mmm? What if Nathan came huh? I'm sure you'd be a movie person right away." I smiled wickedly. "By the way here he comes, ill go ask him." I started to walk off, but Clarissa's arm stopped me.

"No way, you wouldn't...."

"Oh yes I would...." I continued walking, and I stopped in front of Nathan, he turned and smiled confusedly.

"May I help you?" he questioned, leaning on his black car, and smiling.

I turned to my two friends back there waiting for me, and then I turned back to Nathan.

"Are you three on a mission to kidnap me or something?" spoke Nathan, raising an eyebrow.

"No moron, I came to ask if you want to come hang out in the movies with us, you know we as friends." I stated, making some puppy love eyes that only brought out laughter of Nathan.

"So your asking me to go to the movies with y'all? Why don't they come too, is it because they have a crush on me and their too scared to ask?" he smirked, and brought out his white smile.

Oh God, he cant know!

"You are crazy! shut up." I cried, slapping his arm.

"Hey there! What's your problem?" he questioned, laughing a bit.

I rolled my eyes. "So are you going or not?" I asked, crossing my arms waiting for his response.

"Sorry to disappoint you and your little girls, but I have much stuff to do. See you around." he got on his car, and drove off.

I turned and could already see Clarissa's disappointed face. I shrugged my shoulders, and walked back towards them.

At the end, we decided not to go, and we each took our own ways. On the ride home, I thought about Clarissa. I've never seen her so into someone, especially in a matter of days. I remembered sophomore year, the horrible moments she went through when all the drama about her boyfriend and that slut cheating on her own face. How can someone have the nerves of hurting someone's feelings without thinking the amount of pain and hurt feelings they could go through. Like they always say, why cheat? Just leave if your not happy.

I parked my car, and came inside my home. I skimmed around my empty home, many things kept racing through my mind, but the one that bugged the most was my dad. Tears invaded my face, remembering that cold, cruel day.