Leaving You

Leah's P.O.V

A loud knock at the hotel door woke me up. It was gentle, but awakening. My head pounded like a drum as I walked to the door. I nearly tripped over a chair when I tried to look back at Andrea. She was cuddled up into a ball on the bed. Another day off. The knocking became present as I got closer.

"I'm coming." I huffed. This person was getting annoying. My jaw drop dropped when I saw the familiar scruff figure.

"Is Mia Green here ?" Zayn smirked at my shocked expression. That was the name I always used when I stayed somewhere. His eyes were puffy from jet lag. It made him look adorable in a weird sense. After a minute I lunged at him. That break flew out the window. He smelled of strong axe and the matching shampoo I had bought him. I wanted to melt into his arms completely.

"I missed you so much." I whispered.

"You too." After his words I pulled away. His brown eyes gave me all the words he couldn't say. Next thing I knew his lips led me to the bathroom. Andrea didn't even flinch.

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Zayn and I had walked to Sammi's Breakfast House an hour later. We went unnoticed when he asked for a secluded area. The waitress agreed and led us to a small round booth by the kitchen. She took our orders and whisked off to get them cooking. I scooted into him. His warm body wrapped around mine.

"Did any girls flash you ?" I asked. I always got nervous when they went to Sweden because if how notorious it is for flashing. He looked right into my eyes.

"Yeah, but when they did I thought of yours." I blushed at him. It made me feel violated in a way, but good knowing that he preferred me. "I've missed you so much Leah. I shouldn't have let you walk away. You are my world I'm so sorry." He apologised for something I did and it made me feel horrible.

"Zayn stop I walked out and I cried so much. I'm so sorry and I love you." We kissed as I was brought closer into him. I missed being this close to him. I missed waking up to him. And the thing I missed the most was his laugh.

"Are the boys still there ?" I asked breaking the momentarily silence.

"They had to fly to Belguim to help write for the next album. They'll be back in two days. How did Andrea get here ?"

"She had a bad break up and she came to stay with me. And I messed up." I felt bad talking about hurting my friend.

"What happened ?" Zayn asked seriously. I sighed realising just how bad I messed up.

"I told Niall that he should ask out Andrea. It would get their minds off of everything ya know ?" He nodded at me. I really didn't want to finish, but Zayn needed to know. "After she said yes she texted me in his phone. While doing so she saw some pictures. She got jealous of the amount that were of Niall and I. It brought back lies and the feeling of not being good enough. Andrea walked out and I don't think they're going out now. She fell asleep crying in my arms because of me." I looked down to fiddle with my shorts. We sat in quiet for a very long minute.

"I'm going to kill him. In a way it's not his fault though, Andrea isn't ready yet obviously. She got hurt by two friends in a photo." His words were correct though, as much as I didn't want them to be. I hurt her in a way and I had to fix it. The waitress handed us our pancakes and orange juices. She disappeared down a hall to leave us alone. We stuffed our faces in giggles at each other. I have no clue what was so funny, but it just was.

"That was ah-mazing !" I laughed making a funny face. My lips leaned in and kissed Zayn's. We kissed romantically in our secluded booth. He paid the bill and walked me out. Although it was warm out, Zayn zippered up his hoodie and flipped up the hood. He paired it with Ray Bands and his identity was concealed.

"Where are you going ?" I asked him. He was walking a different way than we came.

"To the hospital." He frowned like it was obvious. I made an awkward face remembering the events of last evening.

"I called him naughty words. And I used explicit words to tell him that I didn't want to be his friend. Hey he made my best friend cry ! Those are battle words !" I explained my voice getting higher until I stopped. He huffed. "I'll wait outside until the dust settles. You need to see him." Zayn pulled me forward to him. I pecked him on the lips as we walked. I missed him so much.

The familiar scent of plastic and rubbing alcohol made me frown. I hated the smell to be honest, it just reminded me do much of death. We powered through the halls to the V.I.P floor quietly hand in hand. Once we came up to the door to his fancy room I stopped.

"I'll wait out here for a bit."

"Okay babe." He kissed my cheek with a smile. I heard them talking before I sat down at a chair next to the door. It squeaked when I sat. Taking in my private time I tweeted and responded to some people. I updated about the boys and the baby. Andrea even tweeted me saying she was going out to lunch with a friend. A smile came across me, I was glad she was happy after yesterday.

"Excuse me Leah right ?" I looked up from my phone to see an elderly woman. She looked way to old to be working.

"Umm yeah ?" My phone was now at the safety of my bag which was on my lap. She pulled up a chair and sat next to me. I waited anxiously for her to address me.

"I'm Niall's nurse, I noticed you weren't here yesterday evening or this morning. He told me what happened. Pardon my nose." I sighed. Of course he told her.

"It's fine. I should be saying pardon my nose ! I'm the one who told him to ask her out." She smiled at me. It gave me the feeling that she was a grandmother, a good one.

"I'm not talking about that !" Her hands waved as she frowned. I was taken back by her, but she continued on. "You're in love with him ! Tell the boy and kiss him already !" My jaw dropped. Niall told her EVERYTHING.

"Shhhhh ! My fiancé is in there with him ! And I don't love him." My eyes nervously wandered around. I heard Zayn's voice talking to Niall so things were good.

"Now don't go fibbin to me ! I know you're in love with him ! I heard you say it to him when I was doing my rounds. I thought that expensive ring was from him." I looked down at my engagement ring, then back to her. "He told me that he heard you too." My eyes clammed shut before opening again.

"I don't know what to do. The fans would go mad. Our families and other people would judge me. I love both of them. I don't know how that happened." I was on the verge of tears, but I kept it together.

"If you fall in love with two people always pick the second. If you really loved the first then you wouldn't have fell in love with someone else." With that the older nurse was gone. How could she say something that that then get up and leave ? Who does that ? Just then I heard the conversation inside the room.

"She doesn't want to see me does she ?" An Irish accent asked.

"She just thinks it'd be weird right now. I'll get her to though." Zayn reassured. By their tone I knew he was hurting.

"I messed up Zayn. I really messed up." The nurse's voice hung in my head. She told me to pick Niall.

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