Leaving You

Niall's P.O.V

Leah didn't come back that night or this morning. I waited for her, but she never did. Even Andrea never called or came. What did I do ?

I was on my computer all morning watch One Direction videos. Maybe by watching them if remember more things. I ended up more confused. Things were getting hard. Flashes of memories and feelings were coming to me. I could be thinking about X Factor and an Alan Carr interview would come to me. All I did was slam my laptop shut in anger. I was picking up a baby gift for Zayn and Leah when I got mobbed. One simple task and my entire life was flipped upside down.

It was dead quiet in my room. Not even my tv was on. Female footstep entered my room. An older woman entered.

"Where's your friend ?" She asked with a frown. "She's been here every time I make my rounds." As soon as the nurse walked in she noticed Leah was gone.

"I messed up." I explained. She rolled her cart in carrying supplies.

"What did you do ?" She huffed taking my vitals.

"She told me to ask her friend out. Her friend is beautiful and really nice."

"But ?" Her voice spoke up. She was writing on a clip board as I talked.

"I'm in love with her. She's engaged to my best friend. And pregnant with his child too. Now I hurt her friend and she told me and doesn't want to be my friend." It was quiet for a minute. A long minute actually.

"You need to tell her. Then court her friend. It seems like you like her friend."

"I can't ! It'd ruin our friendship and hurt my bandmate."

"Has she told you she feels the same way ?" I stopped at this point. She wanted me to tell her ? That's crazy.

"When I was in my coma I heard her say that she loved me. I don't know how she meant it though." The nurse frowned at me. She put everything down and looked dead at me.

"That girl has been here every day for three weeks. I haven't seen really anyone else. Good luck Niall. Tell me tomorrow." With that she was gone. Neither of us said goodbye to the other. Her words hung in my mind. I couldn't tell Leah how I felt, it would ruin everything. I would lose two friends and a lot more. I needed to put her behind me.

Anyways she was never mine to begin with. Zayn made the move on her before I could three years ago. Every photo and conversation left me hurt. I dreamed of her and thought about her way to much. It was just so hard to watch from a far. It was a bad case of What if.

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