Leaving You

Leah's P.O.V

I tried to call Zayn four times already. Every single time it went on voicemail. Niall told me that I should give it some time to settle. He didn't know that the fight was about him.

Right now I was laid in his arms on the couch. I needed a friend right now and Andrea was on holiday with some mystery guy. It seemed bad to be in another man's arms, but I needed someone. Niall held me quietly until I calmed down an hour later.

"Are you ready to talk ?" He asked quietly. I sat up from his hold feeling disgusted with myself.

"He found out that I'm in love with someone else. He asked if he was even Sasha's father. I threw the ring at him and told him to leave." I felt a tear rush down even though I thought I was done crying. He looked right into my eyes and I did the same before looking down.

"I'm so sorry. Zayn has a bad temper he-" I stopped him.

"I should've left him when he put me in the hospital. I only stayed because of the baby. I'm terrified of him Niall." Now I was crying all over again. I just lost the love of my life over a petty crush.

"Do you wanna stay at my flat tonight ?" He asked. I nodded without words. "You go pack some things and I'll get Sasha." We got up together and he hugged me once more. After a minute we pulled away. His hand left my back when I walked into mine and Zayn's bedroom. All of our intimate moments and happy times flooded back. We were so happy and one little thing spilt us. I pulled out the familiar suitcases. This time I packed away all my clothes, shoes, and personal items. There was no trace left of me.

I walked into the main area of our flat and saw Niall with most of Sasha's things. In his hand was the car seat and her in it. Everything became surreal. I was leaving him for good now.

"I'll be down in a minute. I just wanna have a second."

"We'll be waiting." Niall hauled everything out the flat leaving me with my bags. I set them down to write him a note.

'Im sorry. I will always love you.'

It was in bad writing, but legible. I took one look at the place I called home for so long. Everything in me told me to stay, but that same voice as before told me to walk away. And I did.

As I walked out of the flat building I watched Niall loaded Sasha into the car. He talked to her and laughed at the small smile. The door on his new Range Rover shut and he looked at me. A big smile welcomed me as I walked to his car. He opened my door for me and shut it once I was in. The car roared to life open him starting it. I would remember every detail from this day for the rest of my life. I watched as we drove from the flat building. Everything in me crushed.

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Niall's flat was different from Zayn's. It was bigger and had an extra bathroom. The entire feel of it was different, instead of feeling like home it felt like a safe place. I was hiding from Zayn because I was scarred of him. He resorted to physical things before.

"You and Sasha can stay in here if you want. It has a connected bathroom. I oogled at the much bigger room. It had a built in closet like at Zayn's, but I'd have my own bath.

"Thank you Niall so much." He smiled before setting Sasha's carrier on the ground.

"I'll feed her." He pulled her from the contraption and held her carefully. My tired eyes watched them walk from the room and to the kitchen. I hauled the suitcases to the dresser next to the bed. My things filled the empty drawers. My toiletries filled my own bathroom quickly. All I could think about was Zayn. I didn't know where he was and it scarred me. He was really mad when he left.

After everything was out away I walked out of the room. A few turns later I watched Niall feed my daughter. My memory went back to Zayn feeding her. I was breaking my family apart and it was breaking my heart. My feet shuffled me to them. His body turned and faced me. I smiled and he did the same. A little burp came from her and we laughed. She instantly brought both moods up.

"I don't know where she's going to sleep." I frowned just now remembering.

"I brought the portable playpen." I smiled at him.

"Thank you so much Niall. Really you are amazing." My gushed my grate fullness to him. I felt embarrassed for involving him, but he's the reason why.

"Of course Leah. I'll be there whenever you need me. Especially for Sashie." My heart cheered at him. His words made me smile even brighter. "Why don't we get you too some sleep ?" He led the way back to my room. "Could you hold her while I put the play pen together."

"Yeah" I took my daughter from him and watched as he set it up. My red eyes watched his every moved as he set it up. He got it done quickly and it reassured me. I set her inside and backed away. She instantly fell asleep as she touched the bed.

"I'm so glad I have you Niall thank you so much." I hugged him and he hugged back. His hand rubbed my back in support.

"Get some sleep okay ? Just holler if you need anything." He smiled and I nodded. The door shut and I got ready for bed. I changed, washed my face, and brushed my teeth with no thoughts. They came to me as I hit my bed. I cried myself to sleep in the lonely bed.

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