Leaving You

Leah's P.O.V

"I cannot believe that just happened. How in the world did you just beat me ?!?" Niall exclaimed. The score ended 3-1 my team winning. His jaw dropped when the timer ran out.

"Told ya !" I laughed. Even myself, I was in shock that I won. Niall was really good, but he goal keeper was rubbish. We sat in shock for a long few minutes.

"I have lost my touch." He said staring at my team's victory celebrations. "I hope Sashie has your Fifa skills." Just then Zayn came through the door.

"It might be snowing, but dang girls can still run !" We smiled and laughed at him. "It's not funny ! I had to run with diapers and formula in my hands ! I had to hide in the men's room !" Now we were really laughing. He looked hurt putting the things down in the kitchen. I got up and walked to him.

"I'm sorry you got mobbed babe." I apologised hugging his body. He didn't hug back he just stood there. His frame remained blank as I kissed his cold cheek.

"Thanks for letting me see Sashie. I'll leave now. Bye Leah." I went over to Niall and hugged him. He smelled of Axe shaving jell and I inhaled it. His arms wrapped around me for a second then we let go. The boys waved bye to each other as he walked out of the flat. I watched him walk down the hall and disappear. The whole time I was smiling. I loved playing Fifa, but Zayn hated it. I could chill with Niall, but Zayn wanted to do other things. Literally.

When I turned around to face the entrance of our flat I noticed that Zayn was missing. I walked in more to see him in the kitchen. His back was towards me as he starred at the wall. He was angry. As soon as Niall left something snapped in Zayn. I watched as his back muscles tensed. His fingers wrapped around the kitchen counter angrily. I counted to five before he exploded.

"I can't take this anymore." His voice bit. I was taken back. We hadn't fought since I found out I was pregnant. It built up over time and I knew this one was going to be bad.

"What are you talking about babe ?" When I tried to grab him in for a hug behind he shrugged me off. Instead he walked into the living room. Confused I followed.

"Are you that stupid to see it ?" His voice was louder. Name calling ? That's classy.

"Excuse me ?" I said with anger. Now I was getting mad.

"He's in love with you ! My best friend loves my fiancé ! I can see it! You know he wrote a song about you expressing his love ? All the pictures he has of you ! You're his wallpaper for lord knows how long ! The way he looks at you ! I've only seen that look twice. When you looked at Sasha and when we got him from the hospital." My heart was beating viciously. Niall wrote a song about me ?

"You're exaggerating !" I whispered harshly. He only got more mad. His hands shot up in defence.

"I heard him sing a song about how I keep hurting you and that it kills him not to have you. You held his hand and you gave him that look." His voice lowered towards the end. I prayed that our voices wouldn't wake up Sasha.

"What look ?" I said with a face. I knew the one he was talking about.

"The face I never got." Now he was back up to angry. "Are you in love with him ?" I was taken back by his angry question. Everything in me told me to say no, but the little voice got me.

"Yes" I said with tears. After three years of keeping it inside, the one person I didn't want to find out did. In unison tears fell down for both of us. When I tried to walk towards him he backed away. My heart broke more than it ever did. No matter what happened I was never denied a hug or kiss. That was until now.

"I can't believe you just said that." He said with more tears welting.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to lie." I was in full tears now. It felt like I cried enough for a whole month to be filled.

"How can you be in love with him ? Am I not good enough for you ? Have you been sluttting it up with him ? Is Sasha even mine ?" His words struck something in me.

"Get out ! Go ! Take this with you." I screamed at Zayn and threw the expensive engagement ring at him. My vision was blurry from all the tears. I couldn't believe he could say something like that. Zayn looked hurt at me now. With my words being the last he brushed past me with the ring. The flat door slammed shut and that's when Sasha woke up crying. I wiped all my tears away before running to her crib. Her face was beat red from her screaming. I pulled her out and sat in the rocking chair cradling her. She knew something was wrong.

Suddenly the flat door was being knocked on. Sasha drifted back to sleep as I set her little body into her crib. My fingers wiped away my tears. It was probably Zayn. I peeked through the peep hole on out door. I saw blonde hair. The door swung open to reveal Niall again.

"What's wrong with Zayn ? He looked like he wanted to murder me." His words only made me cry more. I flung myself into his arms.

"We just broke up for good." The smell of the Axe after shave was back.

"Why what happened ?" His voice picked up. He was now hugging me back.

"You did."

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