Leaving You

Niall's P.O.V

Holding Sashie in my arms is heart skipping. I was sweating not to drop her, but at the same time I was happy. Biologically she wasn't my niece, but we were all close. Zayn watched me like a hawk while Leah was more chill.

"How's it feel to be a dad ?" I asked him smiling.

"Well if it weren't for the diapers it'd be perfect, but honestly it's amazing. We work like a team and her family has been helping a lot." He answered back with eyes still on me. I began to feel nervous but I knew it'd be okay.

"What about you mum ?" I asked looking at Leah. She smiled brightly at me.

"As long as I don't have to give birth again, perfect." We all laughed at her words. Thinking where Sashie came out have me the chills. Not the best image. "I've gotta run out for formula. I'll be back."

"No I'll go. I don't want you to be mobbed." Zayn spoke up lifting himself from the couch.

"Don't go out cold. You'll catch somethin." Leah ran over to him with his jacket. She had motherly instincts. When the kissed I looked down at the baby. I still loved her, or at least I think I do. My feelings were in the songs I've been writing. I felt like Taylor Swift, sorry Harry.

"She's got Zayn's eyes, but your hair." I spoke examining their baby. She was still too young to really compare, but I noticed some things.

"She got his nose too." She added. I looked down and surely, it was a small version of his. I had to look closely to see however. "How's tour ?"

"Well I suppose. You just really miss everyone back home. It feels good to perform again though." I laid back into the couch with the small bundle. She kept staring at my face with big eyes, which was cute. My thumb was taken by her little hand. "I've been working on some new material lately."

"Ooooohh can I hear ?" Leah asked. I got nervous her asking on account they're all about her.

"In all good time !" I defended. She smiled getting up from her seat on their recliner. I watch her grab a warm bottle from a bottle heater. She brought it over and handed it to me.

"She needs to be fed. Why don't Uncle Niall do it ?"

"Me ?"

"Is there another Uncle Niall in this room ?" I nervously laughed. I was freaking out just holding her !

"Okay" I was handed the bottle and placed it in Sasha's mouth. I expected her to scream and cry, but her little fingers wrapped around the bottle. My cheeks curved up as I watched her. Brown eyes were barely open as she drank the formula. Once it was empty Leah took the bottle back. Sashie needed to burp.

"Here in case she spits up." I was handed a bib and placed it on my shoulder. Carefully, I lifted her up and her head peaked over my shoulder. I patted her back until I heard a little burp.

"That's gotta be the cutest thing ever ! I remember when Little Tommo did that." I laughed. It was hard not to smile at the little baby. She was so cute and little.

"Uncle Niall is good. Well done !"

"Would you like her back ?"

"Yeah she needs her nap." My arms shifted Sasha into her mum's arms. She was whisked away to her room and put down for a nap. Minutes later, Leah joined me back on the couch.

"You and Zayn are doing great." She smiled at me.

"I can't remember what it's like to get 6 hours of sleep."

"Ya know if you ever need a baby sitter I'm here."

"That's very sweet of you Niall I'll keep that in mind." I couldn't help but stare at her. She was so beautiful and she was just so chill about everything. All I could think about was how cool it'd be to be a dad. I always wanted to, but they girl I really like already had one and was happy. It killed me to hold Sasha because all I saw was Leah.

"I better get on goin." I said getting up from the couch.

"You sure you can stay. I'll kick your arse in Fifa. Zayn is rubbish so maybe you'll give me some competition." I smiled and sat back down.

"I'll give ya a quick beatin." I retorted. We laughed as she set the game up. No girl ever wanted to play video games. If they did I had to play bad so they could win. It was different this time though, I'm kicking her arse.

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