I was huge. When I mean huge, I mean it looks like someone stuffed a watermelon up my shirt. Every morning I observed my stomach carefully. I poked it and just plain stared at it. To me it seemed fascinating that in seven months I gained 20 pounds. Constantly I felt fat and horrible. Zayn always told me I looked beautiful and that this was for our family. As the months got colder, I got bigger. It was November and she was arriving in January.
Earlier this week, Zayn took me to the mall in Yorkshire. We bought little outfits and winter clothes. She got two pairs of boots and heavy jackets. I made sure she got nice, warm clothing and blankets for the cold UK weather.
Eleanor was helping me stack away all the clothing. We hid all her clothes in drawer according to its category. We filled up 7 drawers if clothing, diapers, and shoes. It's a lot, but I wanted to be prepared and we could use it for our future kids.
"You and Zayn got a ton of clothing !" Eleanor laughed. I smiled at the shirt in front of me. It read I Love My Daddy ! My face changed once I thought about how close she was coming to be born.
"Does it hurt ?" I asked her. She knew because she had Luke. He was three now so she still remembered.
"Birth hurts bad. I mean the baby is coming out of where it went in. I'm not gonna lie, but Zayn will be there. He'll get you through it." She smiled at me. I was terrified to give birth. Everyone said it was the worst pain of their life. Just thinking about it hurt me.
"He's been acting really weird lately. Very distant and quiet. Do you think he still loves me ?" I frowned. The one I loved could not love me anymore. He rarely talks to me now. I miss the old him.
"Maybe he's just nervous to be a dad. Louis was the same way and him and Luke are so close." When she finished her words the flat door opened and closed. Minutes later Zayn, Louis, and Luke walked in from the new Superman movie. They were laughing when they saw us. Zayn parted from them and came to me.
"Let me help you up babe." His muscular arms helped his huge fiancé up. It was surprising how quick he got me up. I kissed his lips and he did the same.
"We organised the baby's clothes. Now we just need to have her." I whispered.
"Two months." He whispered back.
Eleanor and the boys left Zayn and I alone an hour later. Ever since then I've been fretting over birth. Just knowing where she's going to come out freaked me.
"What's wrong babe ?" He asked me from next to me on the couch. He must've seen my upset expression.
"I've been thinking about when I have to deliver her. El said it hurts really bad. She's coming out there." I pointed at my lower region and he laughed. "It's not funny ! You did this to me !" I yelled hurt. He came close to me. My over stretched t-shirt was lifted up, cold air hitting my huge belly. He planted kisses all over my stomach softly.
"I love you and Sasha. I'm going to be there every step of the way. I love you." His words filled me with happiness. Zayn loved me and I was silly not to think so.
"I love you." I responded with a kiss.
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Leaving You
FanfictionLeah Sanchez has been in a relationship with Zayn Malik of the famous boy band One Direction for three years. They met at a celebrity party Leah was working. Zayn introduced himself and since then, they've been together. Today, they are engaged. Zea...
