Leaving You

Niall's P.O.V

At 5:30 in the morning Sasha started crying. I didn't want her to wake up Leah. She cried all through the night until she eventually fell asleep. I wanted to hold her and tell her everything would be okay, but she needed to get over things. If she wanted me there I would be there with a box of tissues and chocolates.

I quietly entered Leah's room and made sure she was asleep. She looked so cute nuzzled up. I brushed that away and took Sasha. Also in my hands were changing equipment. I heated up a bottle whilst ticking her in my arms. My eyes were burning from sleep deprivation, however I wanted to help her mum out. We waited for her bottle to be done, I did the little trick using my arm as a tester to make sure it wasn't too hot. Sasha instantly reached for the bottle and took it. My cheeks lifted by just watching her eat...errr drink.

She burped and then I laid her on the living room floor. I quickly changed her soiled diaper and put a new onesie on. It said, 'I Heart My Uncle' . I picked her up and walked her to the couch. We sat together on my leather couch and watched some tv.

"I can't believe you two are staying with me. This is amazing." I whispered to her. Lightly, I poked her cheeks and she smiled. I thought I would melt at the sight of her gummy smile. "You're so cute aren't you. Just like your mum." I whispered to her and she feel asleep in my arms. I carried her back to her pen and laid her down. Sasha was out before she hit the pen.

Quietly I tip toed out and went to my room next door. I stripped my clothing to get a hot shower. The water cleared away my feelings and thoughts. The steam fought away anything to cloud my judgement. My head rested against the front wall of the shower. Suddenly lyrics came to me.

Told me that she loved me 

But she still got him on her mind 

Give me one night and I'll change your heart 

Right from the start I loved you 

But he stole you from me 

And now I'm getting you back 

No time to retract 

You've got my heart and I've nearly got yours 

If I could drop a beat would you plead for me ? 

Because I'm in love with you my darling. 

And if I could jump off a bridge just for us to be like this 

I would for you my darling 

If I had to walk the entire earth for you  

I would 

Because without you my life would be so blue 

So please before you leave just know one thing  

I'm in love with you my darling  

And your little angel has my heart  

I've loved you from start  

You might be leaving with him 

But I know you're in love with someone else 

As much as you hide it, there's no denyin it 

I'm in love with you my darling

My eyes widened and I ran out of the shower naked to my room. I pulled my song book out and quickly wrote the lyrics down. I started strumming along with my pen. My guitar was quickly grabbed and I started adding beat and harmony. The top of the paper I scribbled 'To My Darling' . I smiled at myself. The song sounded good so far. Once I thought I was done I ran back to the shower, nearly falling on my arse in the process. I quickly finished and ran back out.

It was rounding 9:13 after I got dressed, went to BabiesRus, and picked up breakfast at McDonalds. I set up Sasha a high chair that I bought for her today and laid out breakfast. A vase in my drawers was pulled out and filled with water. I placed the pink tulips in the vase and put it at the centre of the table. After smiling like an idiot for a minute I snapped out of it. My feet carried me to Leah's room. The door lightly squeaked when I walked in. I carried Sasha to the high chair I set up. She sat carefully in it. It locked her in and I continued on with my plan. I quickly skidded back to their room. This time I sat on the end of the bed. My eyes watched her body lift up and down upon her breathing patterns. Her hair covered her blue eyes. Carefully, I batted the strand away to reveal her beautiful complexion.

"Hey babe wake up." I whispered to her. She stirred before I witnessed her wake up. Her face frowned as she yawned.

"Hey" She smiled at me. I wanted to kiss her all over, but I knew I couldn't.

"C'mon I made breakfast." I grabbed her hand to held her up and my heart stopped. She shot up to my level and our hands released. I led the way to the kitchen.

"Oh my god Niall. You made breakfast and got her a high chair. How can I thank you enough ?" She playfully ran to her daughter. Sashie smiled at her mum lovingly.

"Anything for my girls." I smiled. Leah sat down between Sashie and I to eat the breakfast. I might have gone a bit over board with the food, but I'd take leftovers.

"Did you buy these flowers ?" She asked smelling them.

"Ummm yeah. I feel like it needed a femine touch." My cheeks reddened as Leah looked like a child on Christmas. "I wanted to treat my guests."

"We appreciate it so much." Leah began digging in to the food as did I. Sasha kind of watched us, which made me feel bad. I stuck an egg up my nose and made a face, both girls laughed. The egg fell out of my nose causing more laughter. For the rest of the meal we are quietly. Leah fed Sasha while I cleaned up. Suddenly an idea hit me.

"Why don't we bundle up and go out to a cafe ? There's one right down the way." I spoke up from putting the dishes in the washer. A little burp came then she answered.

"Yeah ! I'll bundle her up." She picked her up and they disappeared down the hall. I finished cleaning up and got properly dressed. To me this was a first date.

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