Together

chapter twelve

I walked out of my room to see Kai was tapping his leg biting his nails nervously.

"Kai? What's wrong?" I asked seeing his face I could see he has been crying. "I'm a monster.." he whispered. I sat next to him confused. I saw his eyes linger to my exposed legs.

I was wearing shorts and a lose white shirt. "What?" I asked referring to what he whispered. "I can't stop it." he said louder. "Stop what?" I asked concerned. "Thinking about you.." he whispered. I barely heard it.

I felt my heart pounding. "What do you mean?" I asked my throat going dry. He turned to look at me and his leg stopped tapping. "Thinking about how it would feel to be with you..physically. I want to touch you..to feel you..I want you so bad and I can't stop thinking about it." he said nervously.

I looked down. I didn't know what to say..how to respond. So this is him admitting how he feels. When I looked back up I saw he had moved closer. He moved his hand to my knee. I glanced down at his hand and then back up to him. We locked eyes.

It was like he was imagining me naked right now. He was staring into my eyes so intently. I didn't pull away or say anything. He slowly slid his hand up and move his hand to my inner thigh.

My breath came out more rapidly..but I still didn't stop him. His soft hands sent tingles through my body. I liked the feeling. I liked his hands on me. I closed my eyes..gulped and let out a shaky breath as his hands slightly grazed my area.

I opened my eyes and locked eyes with him again. He has slightly parted his lips and darted his tounge out to lick his soft lips. He was making me hot.

I closed my eyes as another tingle shot through me as he roughly grabbed me and groaned. "Kai.." I breathed out. In one swift move he grabbed my hips harshly and repositioned me. He turned me and laid me on my back on the couch and when I opened my eyes he was hovering over me.

I bit my bottom lip as my breathing became more uncontrolled. "Do you want me to touch you..?" He breathed out. With my arms by my side and my legs parted by his knees I nodded. "Please.." I begged needed to feel him.

He smirked. "Please what?" he asked arrogantly. "Please Kai..please..touch me.." I whispered closing my eyes. The next thing I know I feel his soft lips on mine. My hands flew to the end of his shirt and I pulled it off making his lips leave mine for a moment but just as quick they were right back on me.

I moaned into his mouth as he grinded his body against mine sending tingles throughout me. I whimpered as he bit my bottem lip then pulled away.

I opened my eyes and whimpered at the lack of touch. "Kai..Please..Please..touch me..please.." I begged desperately.

One hand supported him keeping him hovering over me. The other went under my shirt. I gasped and arched my back. I closed my eyes as his hand traveled up my stomach and he roughly groped me. I moaned out while biting my lips.

I can't take this anymore. I used my speed to move and get into his lap straddling him. "You're turn to make me beg?" he asked. I nodded smirking. I began kissing his neck and his hands went back under my shirt..both of them..one for each breast.

I left gentle bites but never braking skin. "I'm sorry to cut things short.." he whispered. What? I looked at him to see his hands have left my skin and he held a stake. Without hesitation he plunged it into my heart.

I screamed but my voice quickly disappeared as my veins dried up. I heard his laugh as my vision blacked out.

My eyes shot open. I was sweating and breathing heavily. I have to stop dreaming about him. I heard water running. I tensed up seeing this isn't my room or bed. Then I remembered last night. I'm in Kai's bed. I got up and stretched.