Together

chapter nineteen

I woke up in the Salvatore lock up. I grunted as I stood up. Kai tricked me. For a moment in those woods I almost thought he and I had a chance. But it was a trick to get me here. He doesn't like me. And I won't go back to caring Lilly just to be hurt or betrayed again.

Not by anyone and certainly not by Kai. "Morning sunshine." Damon said through the bars. I growled. "Look I know how you feel right now. I've been there." he said. I chuckled. "Let me out of I will kill all of you!" I screamed.

He shook his head. "You know Caroline just turned her emotions back on. Stefan too." he said. "I don't care Damon!" I shouted. "Getting mad? Annoyed?" he asked. I sighed. "Focus on that emotion." he said. I shook my head.

"Screw you!" I shouted and vamp sped to the bars making Damon flinch back. He sighed and turned leaving me. I growled as I punched the wall frustrated. Damn it. I shouldn't have hesitated when killing Kai.

Why did I even hesitate?! He's an ass who left me to rot in his prison! I should hate him..I should have killed him without a second thought!

I sat in the corner with my knees pulled to my chest and my head in my knees.

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"Ready to talk to us?" Elena asked with Damon next to her. They've been talking for hours and I've been ignoring them. I'm searching for ways to get out of here. Then kill them all. Caroline hadn't come to see me. Elena explained earlier how her mother died and how Caroline made Stefan turn his emotions off but now they both have them back on. I don't know or care for that.

"Well Caroline and Stefan did the nasty when their emotions were off so..wonder when they are gonna admit they like each other more than friends." Damon picked up on the subject again.

"Oh my God shut up! I don't care!" I shouted ready to rip my own heart out. "And she speaks." Elena said. I stood up to stretch my legs and leaned against the wall. "You know who I think your weakness is?" Damon asked.

I looked at him curiously. "Kai." he said simply. Elena looked at him confused. I began to laugh. "You think Kai is my weakness. He's the person I care the least about." I spat out. But it was a lie. "Then how did he manage to get you when no one else could? We all had a needle in case we found you. How did he get the chance to use his?" Elena asked connecting the pieces.

"He got lucky. Caught me when I was eating." I half lied. He did get lucky. I don't care about him..I cant anymore. I won't. "Then you won't care if we bring him down here?" Damon asked. I shrugged.

"I don't care at all." I lied. The truth is that asshole does have some hold over me. I wish he didn't but he does. I'll just keep pushing those feelings away. Elena and Damon both left. I listened upstairs.

"Brake her yet?" Jeremy asked. "We aren't trying to brake her Jeremy..we're trying to reach her." Bonnie corrected. "We have an idea..but we need Kai." Elena said. "Why do we need him again? He's the reason she's like this?" Bonnie asked defensively.

"He was the only one to get close enough to get her here." Damon said. "He got lucky!" Bonnie shouted not liking that Kai is the solution. "Besides he got that plane ticket. He's gone." Bonnie added.

Gone? He left town? I felt a sickness in my stomach. Sadness..? No. No way. I don't care. If he's gone then that's one less problem for me. "Hello!" I heard. I heard Bonnie sigh. "Please tell me it's not..." she was cut off.

"Hey guys. I was about to get on the plane and I thought..nope I'll miss them too much." His voice made me want to smile but I won't. "Perfect timing." Damon said happily. Great.

I sighed and punched the wall frustrated. I cant keep pretending not to feel for him. But I hate myself to even kind of caring for that murderous ass.

If I kill him them I'll have no more problems.