Forcefully (Kylo Ren X Reader)

Preparations (15)

-Chapter 15

The next few weeks Ben was slowly getting better and you were feeling much better that he was okay again. He could finally move around on his own and you were surprised that he could move around on his own this early. You guys finally moved into your new place and he was proud to pronounce that you two were getting married in less than a month. His body was still really swore and he mostly slept but you guys would normally watch movies and set up the place to make more space. Ben said that soon after we were married he would like to start a family. Of course I wanted to too.

"(Y,N) This is were I envisioned the baby's room would be," He showed you a blank room that had tones of space. You wanted to paint the room but you still didn't know what color yet.

"What color should we paint it?" You asked him and he only smiled.

"Well for one, I think that it should be black-" You stopped him right there.

"Hold up I love black because it goes with everything and I won't stop wearing it even when I'm on the light side but our baby's room is not going to be black. We should paint it after knowing the gender for sure." You smile.

"Black does look really good on you," He pecks at your lips before looking at the room. "We could have a play room in the living room when the baby starts walking and we could have the bed right here and-" You stopped him yet again.

"Hold your self, we aren't even married yet."

"But still I don't want to rush into things and not be ready for anything. I would hate to be that kind of dad," You noded in agreement. You couldin't lie, it would be nice to know what you want before you rush into things. Ben was really smart, you loved that about him.

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Later that day you guys were called for a very important meeting. Leia wouldin't tell you but she just said for the both of you to come down imeadatly. You didn't think much of it at first but you went with it anyways.

"I'm so glad you could make it my son," Leia says to Ben before talking to me, "You too my dear," She says hugging me for a second with one hand. "All of you I would like you to meet, Finn and Rey," Everyone said hi and Ben kept looking at Finn in a weird way. You knew something was up so kinda just waited a while before Leia said, "Both of em are the newest members of the resistance and they have finally found the map to Luke Skywalker that us as the resistance have tried to hard to find. "

She showed the holo gram but it seemed as if it was... Wait that can't be true, "The map is incomplete General. It has no match through out the galaxy,"

Everyone heat died down and it was kind of sad to see everyone like this. You didn't like feeling the sort of energy in the room.

"This has to be a piece of something. It has to be one at least."

You thought, than who would have the other piece? This didn't make any sence. After the meeting was over Ben pulled you aside for a second and he talked to you in privet, "I know him,"

"Know who? Finn? How?" You asked him those several questions before more came to mind.

"You know that the days I was Kylo Ren I was supposed to memorise all the troopers ID number as I did and I know for a fact that that guy is FN-21-87."

"What really? Does he know who you really are?"

"No my dear. Only you Poe and my perents know about my past identity. I don't want anyone on this ship talking about my past," You noded. You understould in a way, Ben deep down inside hated living like that and when you came into his life things were much better for the both of you.

"That's terrible. Don't worry about that now, you are Ben Solo and this is who you are and destined to be. No one on that ship besides me Hux and Supreme Leader seen your face before. You have nothing to worry about and you shouldn't say anything to Finn."

"Alright," He said agreeing to what you had to say.