Forcefully (Kylo Ren X Reader)

So Close Yet So Far (21)

- Chapter 21

You settled down on planet Vaj'or. The place was under control by a different race of people and the first order had no power there and again and again more and more strom troopers would show up to scout the area. But you ponderd about what Ben ment by 'Go'. You never talked about a place but this one would do just fine to raise your child. The area was vast and givving but the people were scum along with the more wet watery apperence of this place.

You had finally had your child a few months later and it was a healthy birth. Your baby had Ben's curly black hair and your eyes and his pale skin. The child was beutiful and you wished that you stayed and the father and he could help you with the hard work that is the everyday tasks of perenting. After about two weeks you hadin't had a good nights sleep in forever and you wished you could have somthing as elisive as that. You named your baby girl Raven, the name reminded you of the beuty of the crows relitive and how some may take the creature for granted and regret it later.

Your child was still very small and you would go out of your way to save her but she was still all you had after your family cece to exsist and you havent heard from Leia since that dark day when you lost Ben. Not a day hasin't past when you didin't morn over his death. It killed you inside that the Solo family had to go down this way, you wished that right now you could be shareing a moment when you and Ben were laughing and Han and Leia were taking turns holding their only grand child. But thats not how it is. It can't ever be like that in the galaxy so it seemed.

"Hey baby girl," You picked up your child who was crying from the thunder strom from tonight. You hushed her queitly and rocked her in your arms, "You can spend the night with mommy if you want. Nothing will hurt you for as long as I live," You said geltly cairing her to your bedroom and you sat down with her small little arms hanging onto you for life. It seemed as if she needed you and you missed the feeling of being needed. You missed it dearly.

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Over the next few weeks you feared more and more for you and your child when news came up saying,

'To all fellow citizens,

The first order is looking for a woman with (Y,H,C) that goes by the name of (Y,N). She has been branded as a traitor and is sent to death for her treachery.'

You couldin't bear to read anymore after that.

Hurt.

Hurt would fail to discribe the sort of suffering that you were facing and now your precois Ben Solo isin't here to save you now. You have lost the battle that you would die fighting for, and now you pay the price for falling in love with a man who shed his skin from a monster to man. How could anyone try to kill you? You had done nothing wrong but do what is right for your family...