Forcefully (Kylo Ren X Reader)

Live Bait (22)

- Chapter 22

You watched over your child like everyday like any other mother would do and at night you would rock Raven to sleep with many mighty stories of her father and your love story that you shared together. Of course you blocked out all the bad stuff like all the sex and alcohol and emotion that was going around in your life before you had her. You even told her about her grandparents that were your family and how you loved them very much. Your child was only three weeks old and she would already love to hear what you would have to say. When she would wake up crying you would always come to her and rock her back to sleep and sing her a for her or talk calmly. Her powerful blue eyes were captivating and were very beautiful. Ben didn't have blue eyes but she some how got the most powerful eyes that resembled the ocean that was clearer than glass.

You were slowly tearing apart and you needed Ben back in your life more than you thought.

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Over the past few months Ben Solo was still alive in a way. His spirit was trapped inside Kylo Ren again. Hux took him back to Snoke and forced him to train non stop and some how convinced him of your treachery. But some how he yearned for you but didn't love you anymore. He felt nothing but nombness. Snoke must have done something to the young man and nothing changed his mind set until he set his ship for Va'jar and set out to find you. He knew where you were. He could feel you breathing and he could feel your pain, that only egged him on more. He longed for your presence for meny reasons and he longed for the touch of your skin and the taste of your lips and yet he hated you with passion.

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That night you woke up again to the childs screaming and you did the same thing you did every night around this time. You rocked her asleep in your arms and she finally fell sighlent when the lights in yoiur house went out and you felt fear rush through your body and suddenly it turned back on again and the child started whaling and you got up and held her and she still didin't seem to budge before you turned around and saw the one thing you hadent in forever, "W- who are you?" You asked the man in the mask but it just it just couldin't be.

"I thought that after all this time you would reconize me, (Y,N). After all I am your husbend," He said. You quickly knew that mask and the armored out fit that he would always wear but this didin't feel right. You had been praying for Ben for as long as you could remember after you had your child and now that he was right infrot of you still needed somthing more. "I would asume that she is my daughter," He said looking down at her.

Still Raven calmed down and stopped crying and just rested into your arms, "Yes she is. I named her Raven, but-" You stopped and wrapped your arms around his neck and you couldin't control yourself. He quickly pulled away from your grip and you couldin't beleve what you just witniced.

"Please (Y,N) dont make this harder than it needs to be. I don't want a phisical relationship with you anymore,"

W- what the hell did he mean? Doesint want a phisical relationship? How could that be? Is he asking you for a divorce? Oh god no...

"Why not? I haven't seen you in months and here you are and you just randomly show up at my house and just say that you don't want to touch me after meeting our child? What the hell is going on with you?!"

"Listen to me well (Y,N), this was a mistake and I'm keeping you alive after Snoke told me otherwise. You should be thankful that you are still alive. I don't wish to have any realationship with you other than me and you raising our child like civilized adults-"

"Our child needs a father and I was waiting for you for a long time Benjamin Solo," You said in a harsh tone when he twore off his helmet and looked down upon you.

"Don't you dare call me that. By the way you have no saying where you are going with me or the child. You're lucky that I didin't already give you up to general Hux."

You couldin't beleve the words coming out of his mouth. It killed you to hear him like this and you hated him being so stuck up and evil with you. You were no longer with Ben Solo anymore, you were now reintroduced to Kylo Ren.

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Ren took you and the child back to base and several people passed you disgusted looks and you tryed your best to seem tall before General Hux walked by. His stench in his presence made you feel worce and you flet anger boil up inside of you. "It has been a long time hasin't it (Y,N)?" Hux asked you and your arms tightend around your sleeping baby. You didin't say anything but pass a disgusted look at Hux spoke up, "I hope that the both of you know that your buisness on star killer is merly the fact that you carried and gave birth to the next generation of the nights of Ren. There will be no romantic realationship between the either of you as you were given premision to share a room with your child and little family before such privleges are taken away.I'm sure that Ren disgused that with you already,"

You couldin't beleve what was happening and you just gave in, "What ever fine. I don't care anymore its all you do if effect my life!"

"Indeed," Hux remarked before ordering Ren to show you to your shared room. Ren stromed down the hall and you raised down after him. He seemed to be angry in a way and yet he showed nothing to you.

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His room doors opend and you walled in with your child still in your arms. His place seemed the same when you two would stay at his place and make love until you can't move, but those days were finally over and you couldin't do anything to fight it. You could tell that he changed alot of things around here for the child and you passed her to him and he put her to sleep quickly before taking off his mask and eyeing her features carfully, "You know she looks a lot like you. You both share the same beauty."

You threw your arms in the air and you said, "What the hell are you doing? One minute you say that you don't want to have an emotional realationship with me,"

He quickly turned to you and said, "I can say things like that when I please (Y/N). I'm still your husband and we are perents now and I don't know why you are so angry with me,"

You couldin't take it anymore so you didin't say anything before you walked off and threw yourself into bed and you hide yourself under the covers.