Your fiance General Hux was a bit of a drinker. You always just passed that off as his extra work and how hard that could be as a person. Them his sex addiction started as it started to effect your life as well when he started to hurt you.
What hap...
You had put alot of thought into what had happened over a few hours ago, you still didin't exspect somthing like this to happen to you. You always thought that Snoke was indeed going to kill you or make Ren do it but how could you be usefull to the first order? What could they want with you?
Raven is still almost two and she already is almost as strong as her father in the force, buy yet Ren still worries about her. "Whats bothering you?" You asked him, stroking his shoulder gently.
"I lost my father, I need to be there for her and train her the best I can. I can't fail her as my perents did to me," You didin't understand what he was talking about. The Solo's seemed to be like every happy normal family around and they seemed so happy that you and Ben were a thing and that you were going to have a baby, but now Han is dead and Leia is being held captive by her own son.
He could sence how unsure you were and he brought a gloved hand up your cheek and said, "Please let me show you," You noded and closed your eyes and let him take over your mind. At first everything seemed to be blank and dark before everything just flashed into a wooden cottage somewhere. A little boy has his head covered by a pillow as some loud screaming in the background. I could only assume it was Ben from his intense black hair, but I never seen him so sad before in his life. His parents always seem to fight in the vision and you knew how both Han and Leia were just about the most valuable people in the galaxy and never seemed to have time for their son. It seemed that some kids at his age would watch movies with their parents or play with them late at night while Ben hid in his room away from everything and he barely ever saw his parents.
Quickly Ren's hand pulled away from you and your eyes snapped back into now and you saw the sadness in his eyes, "Now you know. My parents never had time for me and when I was sent to train with my uncle Luke he showed me what I needed to know to kill the rest of his students and I knew how I was the strongest of his class and only the strongest would prevail."
"Thats not true. You could have killed me a long time ago because of how week I was compared to you-" He quickly stopped you and grabbed your hand and wrapped his own around it.
"No (Y,N). Just becuase I have control of my gift does not make you week in comparison. The force flows through you (Y,N) you are strong but its not your place. Raven is so powerful because of our power together, and I expect myself to give her everything that I didn't have when I was her age." You nodded and knew how hard this must be for him.
"(Y,N), I don't think the first order is a good place to raise our child,"
You never exspected him to say somthing like that to you ever in your life before he finished "When I say for you to take our child and go you must,"
'The End
A,N: Yay! Book two is comformed and I'm working on it now! It is called "You Should Be Scared" I chose the tital becuase of the Hasly song called Control. I heard it and thought of Ren.
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