Forcefully (Kylo Ren X Reader)

Days Gone By (23)

~ Chapter 23

A few days went by and Ren didin't seem to change at all. All his actions were based off of the baby and the baby only. He had grown attached to her over time and would hardly give her up for you to hold her for a bit.

You heard him later talking to her softly, "Dady is here. I'm not going anywhere any time soon my darling," You could feel how good he was with your child. "Are you daddies little girl?" He asked playing around his her snuggled into his arm.

"Hey are you alright in there?" You couldin't help but walk in and cheak on the two of them. Never in your life have you seen Kylo be so protective over another being before he looked at you like what the hell were you doing in his room look.

"Were fine thank you," He said looking up at you, "I'm asumeing that you slept well?"

You noded and said, "Yes I did but we have a lot to talk about. Would you please put her back to bed?"

He noded and went back into the living room and he grabed her a bottle and fed her before putting her back to bed. "Right now I hope that you don't mind her sleeping in the living room before I make more space for her," You shook your head. She was safe there and thats all that matterd to you. "What is it you want to talk about?"

You quickly pulled him aside and you quickly asked, "What the hell happend to you? I mean when I left I thought you were dead and I beleved it for a long time myself,"

"Really? Do you really think that I could surive a ship crash that was supposed to kill us both and not when I get into a fight with general Hux?" You shook your head.

"I thought that after you surivived all that you would come back to me with more honer,"

His eyes flashed at you and you backed up a bit, "I'm doing all that I can right now. I'm sorry that things can't turn out the way that they must. I was orderd to not have an realationship with you at all and we were just raiseing our child for the sake of it,"

"How can you exspect me to do this? I maried you because I wanted to get away from all of this and I loved you. I cared deeply for you and I loved you more than myself and now we have lost everything,"

"I have lost nothing (Y,N). I'm becomeing stronger than my greatest opstical and now I will compleate my training and I will train our child to think no different." You noded and you knew that this is how it needed to be for now. "But (Y,N) things will change and I haven't stopped thinking about you. You berowed under my skin and now you won't leave. Of course I would love to be the father our child needs with a perfect family but that is int possible. Believe me (Y,N) I would want nothing more but to hold you and love you but I don't think I can love anymore,"

You couldn't help but reach out again. This time he took you in his arms and wisperd, "I'm so sorry I failed you,"

Ky promised that he would grow stronger and he would get you guys out of here and everything will soon be alright, but he lost his father and possibly his own mother as well. The way he said everything gave you a blast into the past. By the first day you met and how he cared so deeply for you even he wasn't supposed to. Than the day you two fell in love and your first date with the black roses that he got you. The way you felt so safe in his arms after a storm and the day you left star killer to run away. When you found out that he was going to die you died a bit inside and after words when he asked you to marry him and you two finally married each other. And than you told him you were pregnant and how he went out of his way to save you and the child's life. But this was caraway and you expected more from Ben.