Sharing It With You

Chapter 14

Harry P. O. V.

I opened iMessage and stared at the screen. The messages were the last texts Rachael and I sent to each other. 'I love you' I typed. 'I love you too, I hope management says yes soon.' She said. 'Me too babe, goodnight' I replied. I tightened my grip on the phone and held back tears. I need to break up with her, but I've grown to love her a lot. The problem is I love Sydney too.

It's hard knowing that, because I'm the most popular, I'm not aloud to Skype my girlfriends unless I get really serious. Since Rach and I haven't met in person, we aren't officially serious. I try to convince Management to let me Skype her, but they always tell me no. I hate to hear it, because I always have to tell Rachael that Modest! said no.

I have to break up with her right now.

I started to type a message. 'Hey babe. I don't know how to tell you this without hurting you. Well actually there is no way that you won't be hurt. But anyways, you know that you have helped me stop my feelings for Sydney. And I appreciate it so much, but since Niall and her hang out all the time around me, I still love her. I know that this is hard. Don't think that I don't love you. And I know you always wanted me to stay true to you but I never wanted to keep this going for more than a few days. I do love you. Every time I text you my heart flutters. But not the same way as it does when Sydney says my name. I can't get Sydney, but I can't keep you as the person I only go to when I want someone to talk about stuff to. I lov'-

"Hey Harry!" Louis screamed in my ear. I chucked my phone across the room. "Whoa Harry, jumpy huh?"

"Lou stop ok?" I said tears forming in my eyes.

"What's wrong?" Lou asked crouching next to me.

"I'm breaking up with Rachael."

"That chick that you have been dating for a little while?"

"Yeah, but I still love Sydney. So I can't keep Rachael if I still have a lot of feelings for Sydney." Tears started coming down my cheeks.

"So you are officially over?"

I sighed. "No I think I'll try to stay true to Rach."

"Ok buddy," Lou said patting my shoulder.

Louis left to room and I reached for my phone. When I flipped the phone over, I realized, when the phone hit the couch, it sent the message.