The Rejected Shadow

life as usual

Alexis POV.

My name's Alexis, and this is my life story, y'all may think that what I'm saying is only a figment of my imagination..... But I'm telling you that all I'm saying is the truth....

"Do you properly know the person sitting next to you?. Do you know what happens inside his/her head ?. Do you know what happens with her behind closed doors ?.
The person next to you may be a cheerleader, a geek, a slut, a nerd, a popular person or a loner, a cheerful person or a depressed soul.
One thing that you must never do is say that you understand a person or a thing completely....
There's so many things you don't know.... So never judge, unless u want to be judged in the same way..... ...........

"Hey bitch, whatcha doing reading when you are supposed to be cooking breakfast???..."
"I finished cooking it ma'am"
Slap!!.
"Don't back answer to me slut!.
Answer me dammit!. "
"Yes ma'am "
"now get out of my sight. And you better be in school, don't create a problem there, is that clear?."
"Yes ma'am"
Welcome to my life.....
My day starts with making tea and breakfast for my foster parents, and then quickly walking or the door so I can reach school early and wait in class.

It was early so I stopped by the creek on the way to the school and sat by the rock listening to the water flowing
10 minutes later I walked into the school aka hell, people stared at me then tried to trip me 5 times till I reached my Calculus class, I quietly opened the door and went to the back of the class and took my seat.

By the end of the day I had been used as a punch bag by they cheerleaders for accidentally bumping into the soccer captain who was the the cheerleader captains boyfriend.
I was tripped about 10 times and was called soo many things that I'd rather not say now.....
This was my life in school. They always like to pick up in the weak, to try and feel good about themselves...
But I've learnt to ignore it....... My soul tells me to fight back.... But I can't, not because I don't want to or because I'm weak, but because my so called parents will get to know and they will probably kill me if something happens in school.

I came to the house, and started making dinner and by the time I'd finished it was 7:30, then I went to my room and finished my homework when I heard the front door bang signaling that they had come home, I quickly closed my books and sat on the edge of the mattress frightened, if they liked the food they would leave me alone but if they didn't.......
"Alexis!!!!" They screamed making me jump, and I could hear them walking up the stairs,
Ohh no what did I do now?. I thought
"What did you think slut that today you wouldn't get beaten?. " my dad asked walking through the door and pushed me against the wall holding my neck almost chocking me
"Sorry for the disappointment bitch!. But the food didn't have enough salt!. " my mother said slapping me hard making me fall to the ground
Both of them sneered down at me, then the beatings started....
Both of them kicked, punched and banged my head to the floor making me loose consciousness, a few hours later I got up and I knew that a few of my ribs had cracked and tomorrow, either I would have to use a whole bottle of concealer or I would have to miss class.
I wish this life just ended, I thought to myself
And pulled out the loose floorboard under the mattress and pulled out my box of blades, and a picture of a happy family and rolled up my loose pant till my thighs and started cutting after 10 cuts on each thigh my vision started to get blurry and then I welcomed the darkness as a long lost best friend.