Lost in love - HunHan

Chapter 14

Sehun P.O.V.

It was hurting me to wake up next to an empty bed the following day, no background sounds that could be heard and above all no Luhan who would be singing a random song while taking a shower. He was always my alarm clock in the morning. Today, I had to wake up myself or set a real alarm clock and it hurts. I needed him in so many ways and I really needed him close to me. I want to be able to touch him every second of the day and tell him how much I love him and show him that. It took a lot of effort to finally get out of bed. I looked at the bed next to mine before grabbing some clothes to walk towards the bathroom to take a shower.

Everybody was already in the eating hall, eating their breakfast. Some were probably there from the moment the eating hall opened its doors. Those moments didn't disappear, a small light in the dark. Not everything would change, even if Luhan is gone for a while. I know that it wasn't much and I had to deal with the fact that Luhan had left all of us, and he wouldn't be coming back to us.

'Sehunnie?' I hummed and looked at the two in front of me. Baekhyuns cheeks were a bit red and Chanyeols hair was a complete mess. Those two can't make me believe that they didn't do anything. It was evening and we were one of the few left in the room. 'Do you want to go out?' I frowned, would that be a good idea? We did have a few free days, but do I want to go without Luhan? God, I look like a child who can't do anything without their parents. 'Fine, I'll join. Though I would do something about your hair, it's a mess.' Chanyeol growled and looked in the mirror to fix his hair, not moments later.

In the end, we arrived at the club without getting lost or losing someone. It was a big city, although it was less crowded at the club and it was a relief. The moment, one of the seats at the bar became empty, I took place on it. Not really wanting to dance, like I usually would with Kai and Luhan. I ordered a coke. Even though I could drink, I know it was better not to at this moment. And someone had to look after the others, who would be drinking. I sipped my drink and was looking around, feeling a bit awkward. 'Hey hot shot.' That wasn't directed to me, right? I put my drink down and bit my lip. 'I was talking to you.' So it was directed to me. The unknown boy tapped my shoulder so I had to look at him. I smiled vaguely. He had very bright green eyes and bleached hair. He was not very bad looking. 'Hey.' I mumbled, when I realized that he must think I was checking him out. The boy smirked and took a sip of his drink, a weird looking greenish drab. 'What is such a handsome boy like you doing in a club alone?' How cliché, could he really not come up with something more original? 'What is it to you?' I would love to just walk out of this club, right know. I bet that the others wouldn't even notice me leaving. 'Don't be scared. I just wondered why you don't have a girlfriend, or boyfriend.. Clearly he doesn't recognize me, or just hasn't heard of EXO before. His eyes lit up by that last word, signaling me he was up to something. Something I wasn't going to give him. I wasn't in the mood for the thing he was thinking so hard about. 'He left me.' I answered truthfully, I don't know why. 'What a jerk, he must have been very blind. Did you look at yourself? Damn, you could be a model with that tall body.' His fingers traced my knee and a cold shiver slid down my spine. How could I tell him that I wasn't interested in him and didn't want sex? 'Crazy.' Before I could protest, I felt his fingers again and I was wondering why the others didn't come up to the bar for some drink. I wanted Luhan and not this creep.

'Did I tell you how handsome you are?' His fingers went across my face and he left them by my lips and I stopped breathing. How did it come to this? I longed for Luhan, the feeling getting worse, the longer he kept touching my face. I longed for his laugh and his arms around me, his beautiful smile and eyes. 'Sehun?' I said nothing, kept still and didn't move. 'Go away.' I mumbled. 'I know you want this, your body is practically screaming it.' That was a lie, I didn't know anything about sex. I always thought that you should have sex if you really love someone. Luhan was someone like that. 'Didn't you hear me?' I closed my eyes and felt his fingers. 'Are we playing hard to get, Sehun? I like that.' He smirked and I shook my head. 'Stop. Stop it! I don't want this.' I opened my eyes and looked at him. Why didn't I know his name yet? 'Wait, what? Are you trying to tell me that you've never done it.' He grunted and pressed his lower body against my legs. I gulped when I felt something. 'Damn it, that is so sexy. I've never been someones first.' I shook my head. 'And you will never be. Now, go away.' As fast as I could, I pushed him off my bed and turned away from him. 'Fine, fine, we won't. I'll see you in a bit. I'm going to help myself.' And he disappeared in the bathroom. What a horrible boy he is. Why did I let him in? Sweet, sweet Luhan, where are you when I need you? 

I'm back :)

It's been a while. It was very busy at the university and I almost broke my back two weeks ago. Finally able to move again. I wrote a lot for this story and I'll try to upload it as soon as possible :))