Lost in love - HunHan

Chapter 24

Sehun P.O.V.

My eyes followed the white stripes on the road. Chanyeol and Baekhyun were being kissing each other all the time and I couldn't look at it right now. 'Guys please stop.' Suho said to the couple. I looked at Suho and smiled. He probably saw my look. He smiled and nodded at me, confirming my thoughts. 'Sorry.' Baekhyun said. He turned to others in the car. Chanyeol, Suho, Kris, Xiumin, he and I were in this car. The others following behind us in the other car. 'Do you... do you think that he will be happy?' Baekhyun asked quietly. I just shrugged. I truly had no idea. He had, as I had expected, not answered my message. 'I don't know, we'll find that out for ourselves.' Kris had answered Baekhyuns question. 'Everything will be alright.' Chanyeol said quietly to Baekhyun. I sighed and looked outside, seeing the name of 海淀区 (Haidian), meaning we were close.

We arrived at the address which our manager has, ten minutes later. My breathing was shallow, as I walked towards his house. I wanted to turn back, back to Korea, back to the dorm and hide. But I wanted to see him. I wanted to see him so badly. The other car arrived, with the rest of the members. They excited the car and walked towards us. Suho counted the heads and when he confirmed everyone was here, he walked towards Kris and Lay. 'Kris and Lay, you speak Chinese. In case anybody else opens the door.' Kris nodded, understanding what Suho meant. I bit my lip and looked at the door. Kris knocked and we all waited. It seemed like hours, as the door opened slowly. I started to shake a bit and Kai grabbed my hand. Luhan had opened the door and looked at everyone in front of him. He smiled. 'Hey.' Kris said. It almost seemed as if we were meeting a stranger. At least, that's how we all reacted. 'Hey.' Luhan answered slowly. His eyes travelled the group in front of him, until they meet mine. I felt a tug at my hands and looked at Kai, who pushed me towards Luhan. I walked towards Luhan with baby steps, not really looking at his face, but rather at his feet. Once I was in front of him I looked up. I looked at those beautiful eyes that took my breath away. 'Hyung, I really... really missed you.' I whispered at him. I closed my eyes, not wanting to cry. This was the moment. I said it in my head a thousand times. The others knew what I wanted to say. The reason I was pushed to the front. They all knew I had to say this. That I couldn't keep it a secret any longer.

I opened my eyes and looked at Luhan again. 'I wanted... I wanted to tell you... I love you.' There, I finally said it. I didn't look at Luhan, but at my hands. I saw how Luhan grabbed my hands. He then put his hands on my face, cupping my cheeks. I looked at him and saw him smile. I released the breath I didn't know I was holding before leaning forwards and capturing his lips. I didn't think about Suho or Kris or any of the other members standing behind me. I didn't think about the cars or the neighbors or the dog a few houses away. I was only thinking about the boy in front of me, about Luhan. His lips, warm and soft. His hands on my face and mine around his waist.

Luhan pulled back after a while and looked at me, smiling his most beautiful smile. 'I missed you too.' He whispered. Luhan spread his arms and I willingly let myself fall in his arms. 'I think I love you too Sehunnie. I was just to afraid to admit it.' He whispered in my ear. He kissed my cheek and let go. He walked towards the rest of the member and embraced them one by one. Suho looked at me, smiling happily. It was obvious Luhan was feeling better. He looked much better and more happy. 'Come inside, I believe we have a lot to talk about.' Luhan said. We all settled on the couch in the living room. 'Luhannie Hyung, can I ask something?' I asked, while sitting down next to him. 'Of course Sehunnie.' He answered. 'Who was the boy?' Luhan laughed and sighed. 'Zhang, he is a good friend of mine. But I thought that you guys would think things if you saw him.' 'We did think things.' Chanyeol said bluntly. Luhan shrugged. 'I told him not to show himself, but he did it anyway.' Luhan said slowly. 'But he is just a friend?' Chen asked. Luhan nodded.

It was quiet, a strange feeling in the air. It was good to see Luhan again, but it was different from what I expected. 'How are you feeling now?' Baekhyun asked him. 'Better. I had time to rest and think. But something kept bothering me.' He smiled at me. 'But I'm fine.' He finished. There was a feeling between my and Luhan, which everyone seemed to notice. 'We'll be going outside for a moment and buy something to eat.' Suho said, taking everyone with him. Once the door closed Luhan turned towards me. 'I can't believe it.' Luhan said. 'I just can't believe that you would fall for me. I didn't even know you liked boys and I was afraid that you would just laugh at me.' He said quietly. He didn't wait for me to say anything. 'And I thought about it. About my feelings and I realized that I did feel something for you, but I just didn't know what the feeling was. All your messages just made it harder for me, but also made it clear how much you cared about me...' He looked at me. '...all the things I read in the paper, they made me feel horrible. You looked so torn and exhausted, so lonely.' I tried to stop the tears from falling. 'I tried to suppress the feelings in the end. I just failed miserably at it.' He said. He reached for my hand and I grabbed his. 'I don't want you to suppress them.' Was the only thing I could say at him. He laughed. 'Now that I know that you really love me, maybe it is for the better if I stop doing that.' He answered. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him. He gave me a short, small kiss on my lips. 'Wauw.'