Lost in love - HunHan

Chapter 16

Sehun P.O.V.

I slowly walked back to the hotel we were staying. I was happy I had a normal conversation with someone without mentioning Luhan. I still feel horrible, but as long as I don't have to think about the older boy, nothing would happen. It was Luhans choice. If he'd feel well, he would come back to us. I just hoped that it wouldn't take to long for him to feel happy again. I couldn't be sticking to a stupid crush my whole life.

I wasn't stopped by fans on my way back. I think they all feel the lost and they probably know how bad I feel and I appreciated not being disturbed. Once I was on the right floor and I opened the door to my hotelroom, Chanyeol and Baekhyun came rushing towards me. 'Thank God, we thought you left us to.' I bit my lip and looked at Baekhyun, while shaking my head. 'Of course not, I would never leave you alone.' I knew it wasn't fair to say that. Luhan had a good reason to leave. I sighed at closed the hotelroom door. I sat down on one of the two beds, standing in the room. Chanyeol and Baekhyun followed my lead and sat down in front of me. 'You should stop thinking about him, Sehun-ah.' I looked at the two, irritation visible on my face. The two sat closely next to each other and I wasn't very fond of couples at the moment. 'Why? What the hell are you talking about? As if I'm banning him out of my life because he chose to leave. I'm still in love with him, I don't know if that got through! I don't think I can forget about him!' I looked at them furiously, forgetting for a moment that they were older. I was through with everything, I was through with Chanyeol always agreeing with Baekhyun and vice versa. 'Did we say that you had to forget about him? I don't think so. It just isn't healthy to think about him every second of the day. We meant nothing but good.' I sighed and nodded, after which I smiled. 'I know that, sorry for talking to you in that way. I don't know what got into me.' Baekhyun nodded but Chanyeol did nothing. A sigh left my lips again and I took my phone from my pocket. I wanted to text Sangjin to meet. He was nice and that way, I wouldn't be thinking about Luhan. I know it isn't healthy to think about him twenty-four seven. I sent a message to Sangjin and lay down on the bed. After a few seconds, my phone went off and I smiled lightly. We would be meeting tonight. He knew which hotel I was staying at so he said he would come pick my up. He would also pick me up because I don't know the way around here. He was way nicer than that Dongyoo guy, although he wasn't so bad when he was sober. 'I'm going out, uh, tonight.' Baekhyun looked at me which question marks all over his face. 'Oh, it's nothing. Just a boy I met in the park today.' Now Chanyeol was the one looking at me. His look was everything but kind. 'So you found someone to replace Luhan Hyung?' My mouth dropped open in surprise. Baekhyun slapped Chanyeol across his chest. 'How dare you!' I sat straight and wanted to walk away. On time I realized this was my room and walking away was pointless. I heard Baekhyun mumble something to Chanyeol. 'I shouldn't have said that, sorry Sehun-ah.' I was 100% sure he had to say that because Baekhyun forced him to. I left it at that, I didn't want to fight with Chanyeol at the moment. 'It's okay ...' I mumbled quietly. I wondered how long Chanyeol would keep acting like that. It would ruin the atmosphere in the group if he continued like that.

Around eight o'clock I stood in the front of the hotel, a bit hidden, waiting for Sangjin. I was curious about what kind of place we would be going. Chanyeol acted difficult and didn't want to let me go, but Baekhyun knew to pursued me that I needed a night out. 'Hey.' I turned around and looked right at the smiling face of Sangjin. I noticed how he was a few inches smaller that I was. 'Are you coming? It isn't that far of a walk.' I nodded and we walked towards the place we would be going.

We ended up at a small, cute café. You wouldn't notice it if you walked by and I liked that it was a bit remote. As the gentleman he is, Sangjin opened the door for me and I felt like we were on a date. Inside the café, is was nice and warm. We took place at a table in the back of the café. I looked at how Sangjin ordered some drinks for the two of us and by the way he was talking to the man behind the bar, he'd come here more often. Of course, he probably lived nearby. He came back with two mugs, filled with something hot. 'I hope you like coffee.' With a smile he placed the two steaming mugs on the table and sat down in front of me. Our knees toughed each other and I felt heat creeping up my face. I quickly took on off the two mugs and stirred aimlessly in the coffee. Sangjin noticed and a nice laugh was heard. I felt more comfortable with him that I ever had felt with Dongyoo.