Sehun P.O.V
It seemed like months, weeks, but in reality only a week had gone by. One hell of a week with six concerts and the constant thought about Luhan and the boy who was with him. The boy might as well just be a friend, but I couldn't stop thinking about it. It gnawed very much. The other members had pointed out a lot of mistakes that I made during this week. The wrong move, turning the wrong way. They also noticed that I talked less, bit my nails and ate less. The dark circles under my eyes only worsened by day.
'Sehun-ah, could you come here for a moment?' Baekhyun asked, standing in the door opening and he was not willing to wait any longer. 'Why, we are free the afternoon?' I asked. My voice was raspy. 'Just come with me.' He mumbled, before walking away. I stood up and followed him out the door, outside. Normally, I liked the sun and going outside. But I didn't like it these days. I would rather stay in the dark these days. 'Sehun-ah, could we talk for a moment.' Our manager asked me. 'Yes, of course.' I mumbled. He motioned for me to follow him, what I did. I could feel the stares of the rest of EXO in my back, but I ignored them for the moment. 'Good, I know why you are acting this way. I know you miss Luhan, but I didn't know that it was this much.' He started, while I looked at my shoes. 'I just miss him.' I whispered. 'We know you do, Sehun-ah, that is why...' He stopped talking, when a strange sound left my mouth. I was surprised there was even a "that is why". I was convinced he was going to tell me that we would finish the tour without Luhan. But a "that is why" followed and my eyes went big. 'That is why?' I asked. I looked down again. 'That is why we have decided to continue for a week before we take a break. This way we can go to Luhan. Of course it is going to cost us a lot of money and it is really exceptional, but I have been told that it is more than just missing your best friend.' My mouth fell wide open. I was allowed to go to Luhan, I was allowed to go to his home. 'Who told you?' I asked, almost not understandable. 'Your members, but mainly Chanyeol-ah and Baekhyun-ah.' He said. I looked towards the rest of EXO, standing a few meters away. 'What do you think, is it a good plan?' I nodded fiercely. 'Yes! Yes! Thanks Manager-hyung!' I said. Still I was wondering something. Did Luhan want to see us? How would he react? Do I have to tell him about my feelings? But I couldn't think about that when I felt arms around me. Everybody was hugging me. 'Thank you.' I said and smiled. 'Are you happy?' Xiumin asked. 'Yes, very much.' I insured him and it wasn;t a lie. 'I hope that Luhan Hyugn is also happy to see us. I miss him very much.' Chen said. I nodded. I grabbed my phone and sent him a message.
We are coming. x Sehunnie
He wouldn't read it anyway and if he did, maybe it was for the better that he could prepare for eleven boys coming his way.
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So I'm back :)
My laptop decided to crash and delete all of the story I wrote. Finally got my laptop back after it has been fixed, but unfortunately I needed to write everything again T_T
So I'm sorry it took me so long to update again
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Lost in love - HunHan
FanfictionWhat happens when you want to leave, when you want to disappear. You leave everything behind, even the one you promised you wouldn't hurt