Lost in love - HunHan

Chapter O5

Sehun P.O.V.

I felt how Luhan snuggled up to me. 'Another game?' Chanyeol asked, who looked at me. He probably wanted to win this time. I nodded and looked at Luhan. 'Are you playing along, Hyung?' I asked. The older one shook his head, but continued to lean against me. I bit my lip in frustration. It wasn't that I minded him leaning against me, not at all, but the feelings would only get worse like this. The game started and I tried to focus on the screen. Still, I quickly was the one who was losing and Chanyeol and Baekhyun scored goal after goal. 'What wrong with you Sehun? You always win.' said Baekhyun laughing. I gave him a frustrated look and sighed. Luhan turned around between my legs and faced me. 'Come on, Sehunnie. You can beat those two.' he said to encourage me. I couldn't resist to smile at what he said and I saw a little twinkle in his eyes. 'Do it for me.' he said quietly, so only I could hear. And all those butterflies in my stomach fluttered again. I focussed on the screen and the second half started. Not much later did I score. 'Yeessss, well done!' yelled Luhan smiling. On my face was a big smile. I looked just like a smiley, but that didn't matter. I was so happy with the older boy between my legs. He encouraged me and he wanted me to win. To bad that didn't happen, but it was a head to head race at the end. Just more reason for Chanyeol and Baekhyun to be happy. I looked at my watch and saw that a lot of time had flown by. 'We have to perform in an hour. I think we should go to hair and make-up.' I said to the other three and got op. 'I still need to change.' whined Baekhyun. 'Hurry up than. Do I need to help you with it?' Chanyeol said laughing. The two of them walked out the room to change and I was left with Luhan. 'Looking forward to it?' I asked, while helping him get up. 'Of course.' he said smiling and looked at me. 'You?' 'Of course.' I answered smiling. We walked to hair and make-up, where all the other boys were. 'Chanyeol and Baekhyun?' our manager asked. Suho also looking at us for an answer. 'Baekhyun still needed to change.' I answered. 'Yes, Chanyeol went with him.' Luhan finished. The manager and Suho sighed in unison. 'Chen, are you done?' Chen who was sitting on the couch looked up and nodded. 'Great, go get Chanyeol and Baekhyun. They're in the changing room.' Chen didn't looked to pleased, which I fully understand, but still went to get them without saying anything. He just sighed very loudly.

'Thank you very much!' we all screamed into the microphone, before leaving the stage, leaving the fans. I came to a stop and put my hands on my knees to catch my breath. A hand on my back made me look up. Luhan. Of course it was Luhan. He looked very sweaty, which was a good sign. On top of that, he looked very sexy. I straightened and walked beside him to our changing room. 'You did really well today, especially your solo was great.' he said, while he removed his microphone. 'Thanks hyung.' I said. I couldn't really say I was thinking of him while preforming today.

An hour later everyone of EXO changed his clothes and was ready to leave. We would drive to our next location, sleeping on the bus and not in a hotel. As we walked to the bus Chanyeol and Baekhyun where already waiting for us. Also Kris and Tao where waiting, next to Kai and D.O. who were talking to each other. I was a pity that we were always in little groups, but that is to be expected when you are with 12. Most of the times I was with Luhan. Now I started to develop feelings for him, I didn't mind one bit. But it was also a bit awkward to be alone with him. The fans caused me to look different at Luhan. They always had the HunHan signs and always yelled it. But it was a good decision, but also one that could end bad. I mean, Luhan didn't like boys as far as I know. He doesn't have any feelings for me like I did for him and I was sure he wouldn't get them. 'Sehun? You look so sad, what's wrong?' Luhan asked in concern. I jumped out of my thoughts and my eyes widened. 'Oh, eh, no, it's nothings, really, I eh, I was thinking of home, yes.' I lied. Never been really good at it to be honest but Luhan seemed to believe me. 'Oh, maybe you should call your mom. I miss them too.' he said shaking his head. Together we walking to the bus and felt guilty that I said that. I walked to the back of the bus, where the bunks were. Chanyeol and Baekhyun walking in front of me. I looked around and picked the bunk as far away from them. That way they wouldn't keep me awake at night. There were eight bunks in total, one bus was to small so we where split in two groups. Chanyeol, Baekhyun, Kai, D.O., Chen, Suho, Luhan and I were in the first. Xiumin, Lay, Tao, Kris and the manager in the other. I took off my shoes and lay down on my bed. I changed and crawled under the bed sheets. 'Hyung?' I asked Luhan, who lay opposite of me. 'Why do you feel homesick?' I asked. The older boy looked at me. 'I just miss my family.' he mumbled. I bit my lip. I didn't want him to be sad. 'You've got us.' I tried. 'Yeah, I have you.' he said, still sounding down. I stood up and walked to his bunk. 'May I?' the boy sat up and I saw the tears in his eyes. I sat down beside him and heard him sob quietly. I pulled him in a hug, whispering reassuring words in his ear. He put his head on my chest and my heart began to beat faster. I put my chin on top of his head and heard him sighed. 'It is just hard.' he said quietly. 'I know. I feel the same way, Luhan. We all do.' He let me go and I looked a bit disappointed at my hands. 'Otherwise, just go to sleep. It will do you good.' I said while looking at his tearful face. He nodded and I jumped of his bunk, into my own. 'Thanks Sehun.' I heard him mumble. 'You're welcome hyung, good night.' I said to him. 'Night.' I turned around and closed me eyes, still seeing his face in front of me.