Unexpected Stupid Feelings(Erick Brian Colon/CNCO) [✔️]

Chapter 34

Song of the chapter: Encantadora, Yandel

Sammy's POV

"Te Amo, and that's why I have to let you go."

It felt as though the Eiffel Tower had come crumbling down to pieces, that's what my heart felt like.

He was giving up on us. Was there ever even an us?

Te Amo.

That's all I needed to hear, all I needed to know, that he really loved me. That I wasn't just his pastime girl.

"Porque?" *why*

"Because we can't keep doing this, I can't keep hurting you. " he replies, looking at the ground.

"So you tell me you love me, but you're with Jasmine? You tell me you love me, but you sleep with her? Now that's fucked up!" I take a step backwards, as I feel my tears about to come out any second now, my heart's already rebreaking.

He cups my face, " Mami...you wouldn't understand. You would think the worst of me, I want you to be happy. You deserve someone who puts you first against all."

"I understand. I'm just not good enough for you. " I wipe away my tears and gulp.

He sighs, and looks at the ground, still holding on to me.

"Maybe you're right. All I know is that You need someone who cares about you, someone who won't hurt you like I have. "

"And you're not man enough to do that?"

"I guess not."

Ok. That was my cue to stop being so Goddamn pathetic and try to move on.

"Good to know. "

I walked past him, heading straight to the door, when I turned the knob, I jumped back surprised, as I came face to face with Joel.

"Shorty, are you ok..?" His voice laced with concern.

" yeah totally fine." I smiled, choking back a sob.

The other boys were behind him, I noticed, but before anyone else could ask why the frick my eyeliner had started to look as though I had been in a horror movie , I sprinted out to the bathroom.

"I REALLY GOTTA GO, DRANK TOO MUCH HORCHATA !" I shouted, as Richard looked at me like guat tf.

Once I had closed the bathroom door, I was ready to cry my eyes out.

I didn't understand him. He fûcked up my head.

I washed my face with ice cold water, and all of my makeup came off.

I wasn't about to cry, not again, not over him.

In a few days, it would all have been forgotten.

Love is like a hurricane I realized, it leaves a mess, but it can always be repaired.

***

The following two weeks had been the worst, Jasmine was stuck to Erick like a slug to skin.

I had to swallow back the urge to decapitate her, when I remembered it was Erick who had made the decision of choosing her over me.

What made it worse, was the fact that he called her "hermosa." The way Yoyo used to call me "hermosa."

He even bought her starbucks.
I wanted to dump out the liquid on both of their heads.