I have something on my mind that I need to recover,
Before I do I have a small message to deliver.
I would never want amnesia or to rid myself of my memories,
If you can't understand that then surely you are no friend to me.
Helen, you gave me what I needed to open up to certain things,
Now in some mysterious cycle we've become enemies.
Valeska, You showed me love and to care more for myself, place myself higher,
However A single mistake was enough to put out your fire.
Emma, you showed me what it's like to have a true friend,
Now I am forced to turn my back on you in the end.
Amy, You let me know that it's OK to be free.
You came into the same lesson then gone off without me.
Jeevan, Jeejee you showed me quite a lot.
Not sure what went wrong but I promise you I'll figure it out.
Soukaina, you told me that nothing is worth wasting your life in sorrow,
Then things suddenly changed and there's no example to follow.
Chelsea, you showed me that I can make a change,
Which ultimately led to a promise that I shouldn't have made.
So to all of you I apologize for the things that I have done,
Whether known or unknown I'm sure that they were wrong.
Though the memories have gone painful I would never want them to go,
Because one thing you all kept alive was my hope
Just wish one of you were still around to watch me grow
