Suddenly moving backwards feels like progress
Been in a mental struggle not sure what to digest
Played in two different roles, ones been more silent
The other not so much but it's something to dissect
I look at who I used to be, how I've built and grew myself
Then I look at me now more open in concept, accepting of constants
The world's is how it is who am I to stop it
Devouring harshness, no I'm not apart of it
But that brings me to my point and the importance of calling it
My struggle, feeling compelled to take a step back
Look at everything through the eyes that I once have
On one end I have experience and know what's to come
On the other I haven't experienced what I can become
Whether it be good or bad either side is a mystery
Only looking to grow better not to repeat history
But if it'd help what could possibly be the harm
A struggle between a pure advance or Reform
