I've always been one to keep to myself
Never really had a need for anyone else
A loner, the word speaks for itself. Though I've let myself grow dependant in need of help
Couldn't see my light without you
Couldn't spend a night without you
Had a hard time seeing my life without you
And I let that carry far beyond you thought to be moral but became a necessity
Thought A weakness but nah you took care of me
Which to me gave clarity
Clearly you would not be the only but at the time that's how it appeared to me
It just grew in a way that wasn't fair to me
I grew clingy claiming attention that didn't stay with me
It was no ones decision but my own, had to rewind a bit
There's really nothing wrong with my past just wasn't even yet
I had never fallen in love or cared for people
But now I know the gift of it all and it's evils
My focus has never been on me always looking to help
Even though I dislike people I can pick them up well
Never been into crowds all I needed was one
My efforts only got me a toxin, impeding my run
But that was the option I chose, I regret nothing
That's when it started to fall I wasn't the subject
Big visions of success yet I'm trapped in a ghetto
Constantly accepting and forcing myself to settle
Assuming my expectations as unrealistic but I gotta invest in me
I rise on my own I never saw anyone next to me
I will make it out only hindered by the dependency
I've already hit expectation somewhat a tendency
I will never forget what I come from
Regardless of where I've hit I was born strong
And I remain
