I give in to the hurt, the hate, the anger, the rage, and the pain.
Through it all that's probably what I'm expected to say.
So much weight put on my shoulders you might expect me to break.
Instead I face the challenge and I will create a better space.
I've been moving to make the world happy and left myself behind.
But even then I've never seen an obstacle to the grind.
However I have found obstacle's in my peace of mind.
In search of happiness and realizing I haven't had time.
See my happiness has never had it's time in the light.
If anything moments of joy was just reliefs from the fight.
I want to be the reason I smile,
Motivation coming from my stride.
I want to be my essence of light, wake up and feel a high rise.
I want to reach my point of happiness, pushed beyond finite.
I want to fully take in every accomplishment as it is my right.
And I will, leave depression behind and clear my vision up.
The mission done I have the ability to keep picking up.
I will relish in my accomplishments and feel the enjoyment inside.
I will never forget the pain but I'll make sure it's a guide.
I will never deviate from my path, take every step with pride.
My heart does not go bad, I will push a better life no matter what I find.
A message for my future love, yes I'm flawed,
but my love remains true and you will always be awed.
Even though I been through hell and my heart is scared,
This whole world will be yours too I swear to God.
