Have you ever loved somebody that you felt wanted you miserable?
They showed you a love on the surface only to keep you dependable.
You go through the whole relationship wondering what their goal is for you.
Just to find out in the end they were never in it for you.
When your time runs out you see exactly how you were used.
You benefit them, they don't care if they benefit you.
Have you ever loved someone that thought they couldn't adapt?
When they finally did they were to afraid to love you back?
They look to you as a support only to hold them up.
So in the moment they cause you pain they just give you up.
Resilient too afraid to understand how you've been hurt.
Just walk away in silence leaving you to question your worth.
Have you ever loved someone that didn't appreciate you?
Even when they say they love you you're almost certain they hate you.
No matter what you did or how you did things just never changed.
No matter how positive you were they got the negative saved.
Have you ever loved someone where your love feels like a failure
Once your sanctuary turned into you questioning standard.
Always come second, never truly feeling special.
In your efforts for love somehow you're seen as a devil.
A devil is present, not in you but he's captured the essence.
He dangled fruit better than you so it doesn't matter your present.
Yet you push to give the world no matter the weather.
You give your all but still you're forced to give up forever.
It's you or them, I've learned not to let myself crumble.
Even In the face of chaos I will simply stay humble.
These scenarios I have experienced, so consequential.
Always on the wrong side of love, yet I will never give up on it.
Things fail, that's life I'm not one to point the blame.
It's a gamble but don't take away the chance to love again.
My passion and belief in love will never stumble.
I don't blame love for the changes only question my struggle.
In Love I carry faith, always open and welcome.
The goal, what I give out I get back and keep up in momentum.
